Warning: Cussing using words directly from people's mouths (things that they called me)

Damn, I'm sorry mother, that I am not the utter most perfect 'daughter' who always knows if you can hear me when you claim you cant half the time. I'm sorry that I'm 'trying to start an argument' when I'm just stating what can or can't be done because it literally says it cant. 

I'M SORRY THAT YOU CAN'T READ SIMPLE INSTRUCTIONS, IDIOT. I'M SORRY, THAT THE ROOM YOU WANT THE INCUBATOR IN DROPS BELOW THE DESIRED TEMPERATURE AT NIGHT, AND I'M SORRY I DON'T KNOW HOW TO FUCKING INSULATE THE ROOM AND GET A HEATER GOING WHEN THERE LITERALLY IS NO HEATER. I'M SORRY I DONT KNOW WHERE Y'ALL WANT TO PUT IT, BECAUSE NO ONE TELLS ME ANYTHING.'

I'M SORRY I WAS BORN JUST TO GROW UP TO BE AN ANNOYING BRAT OF A TEENAGER, WHO'S SO MUCH OF A TWAT, A SLUT, AN EVERYTHING ELSE THAT YOU FUCKING CALLED A (at the time) 12 YEAR OLD.

I'm sorry that you BROKE MY BRAIN by telling me to do schoolwork when school ENDED.

I'm sorry that I'm alive every day, breathing, living a controlled, isolated life (y'all don't even know the HALF of the restrictions my mother put on me) just to be an annoyance to you.

I'm sorry it had to be me that was born. I'm sorry Omi, I'm sorry I'm such a disappointment. I'm sorry you never got a granddaughter like you wanted, or believed you had. I'm sorry that I'm not perfect. 

I'm tired of this. These people expect too much from me, assume things, and don't even try to look at things from my perspective. I never ran away, yet they didn't care. They claimed I did, and made me believe something else entirely.

I'm so godsdamn tired.