Y'all, something just happened, am emotional rn and tired, and stressed, and annoyed, and so many emotions, so lemme say this.If I EVER annoy you, make you uncomfortable, or if you just dont like me, let me know.If you wanna know something, I tend to accidentally annoy those I trust, and if you cant handle it and you seem to hate me enough, then im sorry I trust you.I am so sorry if I ever annoy any of you, make you uncomfortable, or if you dont like me. Again, I am so sorry. Y'all mean so much to me, and I see most of you as friends (as long as we talk every once in a while-)I'm sorry if you find my constant announcements annoying, I'm sorry if you find my constant venting annoying, I'm sorry if you find my speech annoying. I am so godsdamn sorry if anything I do annoys you.I dont understand language like everyone else does, I don't understand how to express my emotions well enough, nor what im trying to explain. I do stupid things, like the stupid little person I am. I regret those things as soon as I know it makes someone uncomfortable, unhappy, annoyed, or if it makes someone dislike me. Things that happened MONTHS ago still bother me.I'm so sorry that I cant understand how to speak properly, that I'm confusing, and that i trust people. Anyways, i think im gonna get a therapist or something because my trust issues are coming back and I also need to vent constantly. Knowing my mom tho, she probably wont let me.Sorry if this annoys you btw-Anyways, time to cry my problems away because crying, complaining, and annoying people are the only things i know how to do apparently-