Wow, this is gonna be a hard chapter to write but it needs to be vented. I have horrible intrusive thoughts. They're about becoming a pedo or being attacked by a pedo. Or they're either about forcing someone into incest or being the victim of incest. Whew! That felt good to get off my chest. I know that these thoughts are just thoughts and that they have no control over me and they don't make me as a person, which I'm glad for, but they make my nightmares horrible! I actually woke up at 6:00 AM today from a nightmare about meeting a pedo. It wasn't a fun dream. But, yeah. I'm glad i have logic on my side to combat against my intrusive thoughts! Hey, if you have intrusive thoughts like mine just tell me in the comments, alright? I know I'm not alone in this. I have other less bad intrusive thoughts too that are kinda funny. Like, snorting up a fart, or stabbing myself in the boob except my boob doesn't feel anything! So, yeeee. You know what's also nice to know? That the only reason intrusive thoughts exist is because I'm disgusted and horrified by those things. It's nice. Man, I love logic. ^v^