I want someone to physically hold me and cuddle me right now. I want someone to give me light kisses on my forehead and cheeks and call me beautiful as we talk about nonsensical things as we drift off into dream land. All I'm doing is whimpering and whining on the floor of my closet at the moment like a puppy who got kicked. I don't think I've been cuddled in my life. Ever. I don't ever remember being cuddled by anyone. Maybe I'll remember later but right now all I can remember is me doing the cuddling. I want to be wrapped in someone's warm arms. That's all I want. I want to be called "baby" and I want to have a long lasting loving realtionship with respect and good boundries. I just want a person to cuddle with and snuggle with and to sing songs too.