I'm scared to get close, I don't want to be left again but I just can't help it. My walls crumble so easily, I get so soft, I can't help but get close. I can't help but crave that warmth. Yet, I also fear that warmth. I want that warmness but I also don't want it anywhere near me. I don't wanna mess up to the point someone leaves me. I don't want that. Please, please don't leave. This all feels so familiar but all so different at the same time. You feel like them but from what I can tell your warmness is real, it isn't just a toy to keep me there and to feel for you and to make me do things for you. Please don't leave. You keep saying you won't but I'm scared you will. Please, I don't wanna loose another bestie.