I'm lucky I'm white passing. I'm glad I have the privlage to not get followed in the store, I'm glad I'm not in fear of getting shot up by the police just because my skin is dark. I hate that my non white passing humans and just not white at all humans are scared of being seen as a criminal for having a certain skin tone! It's disgusting that they have to fight for their rights just because of their skin tone! I fucking hate America.

You wanna know what I also hate and what I kinda made this chapter for? Venting about annoying white people who are like, "Oh, your not mixed!" Like, I'm glad that I don't got to deal with the bigger stuff but me and my other white passing bitches can feel me on this one. Hell, not even just the white passing ones! wHY THE FUCK DO WE GOT THE PROVE TO YOU THAT WE'RE A CERTAIN RACE MIXED IN WITH ANOTHER!?

I hate it when I try to share my race and little bits of culture with other people cus they always say shit like, "Oh! You don't look Latino!" or, "Oh really? Speak Spanish then!" it's like, WHAT DO YOU MEAN I DON'T LOOK LATINO ENOUGH! WHAT, YOU WANT ME TO THROUGH ON A SALSA DRESS AND EAT TAMALES IN FRONT OF YOU!? Goddamn. Hell, I shouldn't even be complaining about this stuff. I kinda seperated myself from my latino side because of my daddy issues. Even then, stupid comments like this still fucking annoy me. Anyways, sorry for ranting about something dumb. Just needed to share.

(Edit: I forgot to add this, but, like, you wanna know what's worse when other people say you aren't latino enough or whatever? It hurts more when your family says it.)