Serena.. 

I really really hope you're doing okay. 

It's almost my birthday. 

Please stay strong. 

I don't want to lose somebody so very very close to me before my birthday 

I don't want to lose somebody so very very close to me like you any time soon

so please, stay strong. 

I have no idea what happened, 

But please just don't do it anytime in my life. 

I don't know at all what I can do without you.