I'm so useless 

I can't keep up with schoolwork 

I keep getting shamed by the boys at my classroom for doing nothing wrong 

I can't make a joke

I can't do things with my own pace with being told a million times just to shut up 

I can't ever get to feeling fully confident about my body 

I'm always being health-shamed 

I'm always being falsely claimed as 
DRAMATIC, 
UNHEALTHY, 
INSECURE, 
OVERREACTIVE, 
ANNOYING 

I'm getting judged from normal things that I can't help. 

Why...? 

Why doesn't everybody I know understand how much I have that I refuse to reveal because I'm afraid I'll get hated more? 

I'M USELESS