I haven't updated this one in a while but the world has decided to kick me down again so here we are, ummm a little update on my life. Im recovering from surgery, almost OD'ed last week, ummm I start school again tmrw, uhh lets see I might see my brother this weekend, and I won't be able to walk again till like febuary. For the last week I have cried myself to sleep and I hate myslef even more. Im slowly fading away, idk how much longer I will last.