Oh fuck. 

What have I done. 

I've hurt another friend. 

I think I upset her? 

I don't know

We were joking about a tree. She said she named it, I said I named it, I was messing around. I was pretty sure I named it, but this was over text, so I probably came off really harsh. But I never meant it that way. I apologised, but she didn't reply. I understand. I just want to write this somewhere. And (S), if you're reading this, I'm not painting myself as a victim. Because I amn't. I came off far too harsh. I was awful, I didn't need to argue. Over a tree. Oh my god, I'm petty. (S), I'm sorry. I really am. But I understand if this somehow makes you more upset, because even I feel I'm not justifying my actions. I'm sorry. 

WHY DO I PISS OFF EVERYONE 

WHY CAN'T I UNDERSTAND PEOPLE

FUCK

Whoever is still here, sorry for wasting your time with this. Stay safe.