I'm so worried. I am genuinely SO WORRIED. My irl friends know them, yet not who exactly I'm talking about. I amnt saying their pronouns because I don't want everyone possibly guessing who they are. 

Before anyone asks, no, I don't like them romantically. I'm aroace (as much as I hate it), so this is purely platonic. 

But OH MY GOD I'm so worried about them. 

I'm not saying why, as that is a breach of their privacy. 

... I'm up crying at 1am every night out of pure worry for them. 

They don't know who they are. They don't know I do this. I have been asking how they are a bit more than usual, so maybe they'll catch on. Maybe they already have? 

It's funny how things change. 

I used to *slightly* dislike them, believing that they hated me. Although to be honest, I've believed everyone hated me at some point or other. 

I didn't like them, now here I am wrecking my sleep schedule (what sleep schedule) out of worry for them. 

...... 

... 

I hope they're okay. 

Have a lovely day/night <3