Why is this happening? It feels like nobody cares. Every post I feel like im not doing good enough. People are leaving left and right and im starting to feel alone. What if my work isn't good anymore and no one cares anymore? Just why?

Im crying everyday, im so worried, im trying to help others but im not even helping myself. Why am I like this? Why cant i get better? There are news left and right and its getting worse. Im getting worse. Im not me anymore. I dont remember what its like to have a normal life, or feel normal. Writing for other people is my life. Im not [NAME], im just Griffin.

But, that all started to change when she entered my life.