I hate when people get mad. They start to raise their voice, and it really disturbs me. I cover my ears, i lower my head, i start to cry, and it feels like i cant breathe. Only my friend who's next to me comforts me as my stupid fucking teacher keeps on being aggressive and yelling at us. This has happened twice at school, and i don't know why it's happening. I've been dealing with aggression when I was little, so is that it? Was is just normal? I never got my answers.

Those two days I wish I never experienced. I was hyperventilating and it felt like my lungs were gonna die on me. I know I'll have to experience it again, because i know most of the students are idiots. Heck, one even got a restraining order for attacking another student.

Sometimes, this makes me wonder what's wrong with me. Why do i act like this? People ask me what's wrong with me, so someone please tell me what is wrong with me. I want to know. Why do I have these anger issues? why am i sound sensitive? Why do I have this anxiety? Just WHY?!!

WHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHY

someone please tell me, please tell me what is wrong with me?

Apologies if this is short, i just wanted to get this out of my chest, and y'all can vent if you want, just pls add a warning for people who are sensitive to some topics.

Stay hydrated, and stay safe. <3