⚠️WARNING: MENTIONS OF SUICIDE⚠️

Less and less people are caring. I work so hard writing these chapters for my series and only one or two people bother to comment or vote. Why can't I make good content? And then everyone cares about my head canons. I don't even know what to do with it anymore and people are willing to care about that than my actual projects.
I'm starting to feel worthless. Like I'm not worth giving my projects to people, like I should've fell off a bridge.
I work so hard to make these chapters. And I try so hard to work over my writers block only for two people to vote. I just want everything to go well I want to make my own community, but no matter how hard I try, I might never have that opportunity. There might be a day where nobody cares anymore. Where nobody reads my books, where nobody votes my stories where nobody requests, where nobody cares.
I don't want that to happen. I just wanted to escape the horrible thing called life. Now I feel like there's nobody. Like there's nobody there for me anymore. Writing makes me happy. But the pressure for me to make everyone happy is so hard. It makes me feel like my writing is shit. That everything I make is shit. I am shit. I want to make people happy but I'm not. With my unpredictable uploads, my shitty writing, and my random hiatuses, I'm starting to feel more and more useless. It feels like life would be better if I never existed. What if I deserve to die?

I just wanted to be a writer.

Sorry for the lack of uploads. It's just that I've been running out of motivation and this
Stay hydrated and stay safe y'all.