I'm still on my break, but I just wanted to vent:

WARNING: Mentions of suicide

Im miserable at this point... I don't know what to do with my life... I feel like only few people would care if I died..
Everyday I'm crying, everyday I'm looking in the mirror, wishing I was dead. I'm so sick and tired of fighting to live, just to be treated like shit by almost everyone IRL.

I hate my body, I hate every single fiber of my being. I hate how I speak, I hate how I act, I hate every. little. thing about me. There's nothing I can do anymore... I just want to die... I just want someone to be there, again...