Some older vents pt.1 !TW!

(Tw: s/h, self-delete,cringy old vents) also, these are older ones, so to me they are cringy, you may skip this chapter if you wish.


Vent 5/19or 20?/2022

Why do suicidal anything have to be a thing? Nobody's gonna believe me if I tell them, sorry not even Cheney, my reason of being suicidal is probably stupid,

Also if it's true that the school sees everything on these, if you see these, ask me how I'm doing thanks.

Anywho, y'know when your brain makes decisions by itself, yea mine has been doing that lately.

Like knifes give me comfort, any sharp thing I mean.

Why does life have to feel like a twisted carousel. I'm sure dizzy 😵‍💫.

I just want to be dead, that's my only wish, for my next birthday.

I need help.

Vent 5/21/2022

I don't want to listen to these thoughts inside my head, can they just shut the fuck up for once,

God if you are listening, help me-Pls?

Does anyone actually care about me, even if I hade depression no one would believe me, I'm that 'Happy' 'joyful' 'not mentally ill/unstable' kid' .

I cut my wrist to feel pain, and to punish myself for being a bitch.

Vent 5/24-25/2022

Maybe I do have depression, well fuck I'm not gonna self diagnosed that's b.s.

God if your there, I need you,now. <3.

No one would care if I died, yeah no one,I'm worthless as hell.

My parents just think I'm lying about everything, even my mental health,ooo so they do want a dead daughter, docha mom and dad.

I'm NOT wolfs in sheep clothing, that's bull shit anyways.

Knives are probably my only friend at the moment,Gena won't understand she's 11, she's mentally stable. I'm 13 and mentally unstable.

She wouldn't care if I killed my self hell no one would. 😡.

Can I just be poisoned with food? Then I could die the hard way, sounds fun to me 🫠.

Let.Me.Die.

That's a simple yet truthful wish, for any wish maker, but key word truthful.

Wellp, I surely fucked up on life, and being the dream daughter mom and dad always wanted me to be, guess I should kill myself.

Fuck my life.e

Vent 5/26/2022

Fuck demons and there santatic desires.

Alexis knows about my scars does she care, no. No one's cares about a suicidal child.(🔪🥺🌸🍄🎟)

Vent 5/27/2022

Wow thanks for second guessing your child, I was gonna come with, but you left way to quickly for me to turn off the computer. In a way that's really rude.

Vent 6/6/2022

AtLeast people online are going through the same thing I'm going through, that makes my suicidal brain dance in happiness ^w^.

Of course people online care if I cut myself, everyone does.

Thank God it's not normalize atLeast where I live 🇺🇸.

Bro, scratch usernames that are in GWDFI, why the f**k do y'all care if I die or live.y'all have your own burdens to carry.

Mine are to gosh darn heavy, I'll give 'em to God ~(UwU)~

GWDFI stop caring so much about me, i'm not worth y'all's time, please worry abt yourself.

That sharp silver looks really tempting,ooo you don't want me to use it, well to bad I'm already using it.[/sarc]

I don't care if I'm a said 'negative ' human.

Music is my only friend, God is my BFF. (Me typing that made me smile irl.)

Why do I feel like I'm unworthy, fuck satan :sigh:

Whenever a song speaks to me, sometimes it gives me that sinking Heart Feeling.

🫠🫠🫠🫠🫠🫠🫠🫠🫠🫠🫠🫠🫠🫠🫠🫠🫠🫠🫠🫠🫠🫠🫠🫠🫠🫠🫠🫠

Why am I even still living no one cares, no one, NO ONE. I can spell 🩸 not from my period but my wrist. How??

Vent 6/9/2022

(So this happened on 6/8/2022 this paragraph just fyi))"Do you want to vent to us Jamie."

It was almost time for a sermon, I said nothing, cause i more focus on what Julie was saying.

I did want to confess to you guys that I cut my wrist daily.

On of your friends already cut themselves, but would you even be able to trust me?

Yeah it's not like there my family in a sense.

But would they even believe me? I'm not self diagnosing, well some what, but I know that I have been having the thoughts of wanting to cut my wrist and kill myself, it's somewhat obvious even if a doctor hasn't diagnosed you.

Don't you just love it when your parents finally care about something but they don't even care if you could possibly kill your self at some point because you feel numb as muffin, and life is way to stressful to even be happening.

How the heck does moms tone sound more caring then dad's?

Of course my self harm scars .

Vent 6/10/2022

The only reason people don't want you to kys is so that they have someone to put there burdens on you, or they just don't want you to die.

Of course my parents still think I'm wolves in sheep clothing, I could die. I have that ability, oh!? Did I here you say you don't want me to to that, well idc what you think.🔪🩸🤳.

Vent 6/15/2022

Why can't I already kill myself, no 1 would give a F anyways.

I'm just the gifted child who needs restrictions, and can't be trusted by her own mother and father.

I don't want to be alive at all, life sucks how it is..

Let me kms already, it's easy as that.

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