I feel so frustrated.

I know this might sound weird.

Bit I'm just going through a lot right now.

I feel sad, upset, angry, and sick all at the same time. My throat hurts from yelling.

My little sister is sick and probably needs to go to the hospital again. But my dad is drunk right now, so my mom can't leave to take her.

To him, it seems money and alcohol mean more than his family.

I lost respect for my dad over 10 years ago.

I just wanna leave, not leave the house. Liek leave this world and go somewhere I can actually be happy and not be so alone anyway. I wish I could just go into the realms from my storybooks.

I just want somebody to listen and not dismiss my feelings or thoughts.

It's not fair.