So a couple weeks ago I finally got out of my vb season. And now I'm practicing in a park with a weighted volleyball (it's just a heavy volleyball). I'm working on my serving and setting and every time I mess something up (every time) I hear my coach's voice in my head "Pay attention to your feet you're losing power!". "Faster arm swing!". "Don't set things over the net you're a hitter!"

It's making me feel incompetent and useless. And it's making me feel like no matter what I do, I'm never gonna be a setter, I'm gonna be stuck as a right side. I'm starting to get the feeling he wasn't a good influence on me-