i can never keep friends...
i always try to, i try hard.....then they slip away.
they think im annoying. i was a stupid ass idiot, who was nothing to them. no one ever liked me anyway.

i should do the whole world a favor and die... then i wouldn't be such a burden. because i have so many reasons why im flawed.
im such a idiot
im annoying
im ugly
im fat
im a crybaby
im too lazy
im insecure
im a mess
im a looser
im obsessive
i hate trusting others.

yeah, there's a lot more. but, my lazy ass is too sleepy and upset to type more...
bye, for now, i guess.