Really, I am.

I shouldn't have done what I did. No one can deny that.

But I'm trying to get over it.

The suicidal thoughts won't leave my head.

I'm tempted to end it all.

The only reason I'm holding on is for all of you.

My best friends.

...

I'm tempted to make an alternate personality OC to represent KatTwo.

I don't know.

At least it might be a character for me to vent with.

I'll try to keep to myself now so I don't worry all of you.

Sorry again.