Useless
Dumb
Idiot
Sensitive
Selfish

I have no excuse for any of the mistakes I made.

I deserve the pain I never get.

I have no choice but to give it to myself.

If I try to tell anyone, they'll get mad at me.

They'll tell me what I do is wrong and say I should stop.

They don't know.

They don't know I can't stop.

They can't help me.

No one can help me.

No one can stop me.

I don't care if they really care.

They can't help me.

I can't help myself.

I need help.

I'll never get it.

My friends try to help me.

It's useless.

I know that someone's probably reading this, even though I clearly said to STAY OUT.

I'm sorry.

I don't want to make you feel bad.

I just want to be alone.

Please stop reading this book.

Please.

I'm begging you.

Stop.

Go.

Leave now.

Let

Me

Suffer

Alone

For

Once

.