trigger warning !

idrk what for but I know I have to put a TW :(

So I have two major friend groups, one with R, V and T and another with T, V (different V then last group) and M

So in the friend group with T, V and M, T, V and M all have phones, and I don't. 

They like to play Dandy's world and Cookie Run Kingdom together and they talk about it a lot etc... 

So in that group we have a story that M, T, and V are writing. It's super good btw. 

M, T and V are all in advanced classes (ELA and math) and I'm not. 

M, T and V are all WAYYY better writers than me and yesterday I started a story (one sentence) that I was gonna write more of and then share it with my friends. 

I got one sentence in and thought "What if I share it with them and they don't look at it/do anything with it, because I'm a bad writer compared to them" 

And in both friend groups, they hang out ALL THE TIME outside of school, and I don't, because of my parents. Like, I do, but It'll be, like, months in between when I go to their house/they come over. Before Saturday the last time I went to a friends house was December 21. 

in the friend group with T, V and R, I hardly ever see V because She's not in any of my classes, her locker is on the opposite end of the school etc... 

I also like to email my friends a lot, because I cant text them. 

I feel like I email them to much.

I honestly just feel like a really annoying person to my friends rn...