Sorry

I'm sorry mom if I'm not enough for you

I know I'm not the daughter you wanted

But you could have had an abortion

If you hate me that much

That even if I work hard and I get a beautiful mark (9+) you yell at me that isn't enough in that subject (english)

I'm so so so sorry

I know I am a bad daughter

A bad big sister

A bad best friend

A bad girlfriend (to my exes ((especially  to the one who now insult me EVERY single day)))

I know I am not a good student

I know I am not a good swimmer

I know I am not a good pianist

I know I am not a good person

And I'll never be, for you

But please, stop comparing me to my LITTLE sister, she is 8 FOR GOD'S SAKE

I am 13... not 8...

And stop comparing me to my classmates... they are 14, I am still a child, I am 13.

I understood that you prefer everyone but me,

just stop...

stop...

please...

I love you mom...