Hes planning to kick me out of the house and send me back to my fathers

My father abused me and made me suicidal

I was screaming at him and he grabbed me by the arm and tried to pull me off the bunk bed i was on

My grandma wont do anything

Im scared

Im already thinking of SH but if they catch me im doomed

I want to just have my own space

This all started because i told my brother to move out the way after my sister pissed me off

I thought he changed

This just goes to prove that they never change and theyll always hurt you

I wont live with that monster again

I still have nightmares and its been almost a year since the incident

Im terrified

I cant lose you all again