I don't know if I have mental health problems.

I don't know if I don't.

Damned if I do, damned if I don't.

If I don't, and I get tested or whatever, I'll just inconvience my family's already stressful financial situation.

If I do, I'll still inconvience them.

If I do, what if my friends abandon me?

If I do, what if I'm put on ineffective and/or addictive medication?

Damned if I do, damned if I dont