I rushed a letter back.

Upstairs, all the way down the hall on the left.
Davina

Only a minute passed before my door creeped open and I ran over and dragged him in and shut the door.

"Are you alright?" He asked and I stood there. Then he stepped to me and hugged me tightly. "I'm so sorry Davina."

"For what? It was going to happen sooner or later." He let go and held onto my hand, like if he let go of me at all I'd disappear.

"Yes but the way you took it, it's like he was stripping away your identity. It was killing me to watch."

"You shouldn't have watched."

"You know I had to." I stared at him for a moment, and I realised that he was as much in love with me as Mat was. It also made me aware of how selfish I was. I have this little crush on Enzo and I'm taking advantage of his love for me. It made me feel sick.

"What happened just now? What's wrong?"

"This whole thing, it needs to stop, I can't keep doing this to you, you are so in love with me and I don't feel that way, I love Mat and I know I am being really blunt but that's the truth right now and we can't keep talking like this in private, let's just avoid being alone together."

"This happened quicker than I thought."

"What do you mean?"

"I know you Davina, and I knew that this was coming. You're right, I just thought I'd have a little bit more time."

"For what?"

"To be close with you and touch you, whether it's a hug or just holding you."

"I'm sorry, I am so sorry. If I could go back to that night I would've stopped it so that your feelings didn't develop like this."

"I wouldn't have changed a thing. Goodbye Davina." He kissed me on my forehead and then took his wand out and he was gone.

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He had left me alone for over a day and I knew that I hurt him when I rejected him from touching me. I had showered, much to my dismay and I chucked on some baggy sweats. I scribbled a letter and sent it and then I walked out of my room. I stumbled through the hall and went downstairs. 

I wandered around, passed the kitchen, the ballroom and finally the library where I found him lying back on the couch and reading the book that I read to him. I knocked on the open door to signal that I was there and he shot up and rushed to me. 

"You're up." He went to grab my hand but stopped himself. I looked down.

"I don't know why I broke down like that, I knew it was coming, and it wasn't bad at all I just-"

"You are allowed to feel however you want to feel."

"I'm sorry." 

I'm sorry for sleeping with Enzo, I'm sorry for keeping secrets, I'm sorry for refusing your touch, I'm sorry for being so down all the time, I'm sorry you're stuck with me.

"For what?" I grabbed his hands and he immediately cupped mine. "Again, you can do whatever you like, you are entitled to it, I will never over step." I went on my tippy toes so I could kiss him and he cupped my face with his warm hands which sent shivers down my back. "I love you."

"I love you too."

"Can I, see it?" I nodded and lifted my arm to him and he lifted the sleeve of my jumper. He deep breathed while he looked at it. "I'm sorry Davina."

"For?"

"I didn't do anything, I didn't help you."

"Mat, you just staying alive is enough, plus I can't even go against my father and I can go against yours to a certain extent, so don't feel bad."

"You went against my father?"

"Well, he put me in cuffs and I got out of them, he tried to read my mind but I blocked him, after he gave me the mark I apparated right in front of him without my wand. I didn't want to reveal that I am skilled in wandless magic, but I just wanted to get out and show him that I am strong too. 

I suppose my father would've been punished for teaching me that stuff when I was younger because it's like he wanted to protect me from Voldemort, so that makes me happy." He smiled down at me and kept caressing my hands. He said nothing about what I just said he just kept smiling.

"Are you hungry?"

"Um, no I want to lay with you..."

"But..."

"I want to see Draco."

"I don't think you'll want to see him."

"Why what's happened?"

"He isn't really good, I mean he's good but he's not good."

"Mat!?"

"Just go see him, I'll be in your room." I nodded and then ran up the stairs.

He was sitting up in his bed and was pouring himself another drink. I walked in and he looked up at me. He stood up straight away and came over slowly. Then he grabbed my arm and lifted the sleeve. Our relationship is past asking permission.

"I hate this Davina."

"I know, we'll get through it."

"I don't think I will."

"Yes you will, because I am not coming out of it alive without you next to me, alive as well."

"I hope you're right." I noticed him in a jumper as well and so I grabbed his arm and lifted the sleeve.

"I'm not going to say anything."

"Why not?"

"Because I get it and I know. I have Mat to stop me... and this whole situation, I get it."

"You saying this should make me relieved but instead I'm just angry about the fact that you get it."

"I think we're past trying to stop one another get to a low point because we're both fucked up. The only thing we can do is be there." He smiled in agreement.

"Do you know anything about why Voldemort has started things again?"

"No, I haven't got a clue, the only thing I noticed was that the only death eaters that were there were parents of kids who go to Hogwarts. Basically our whole friend groups parents."

"Were any kids there? Like one of us other that you."

"Enzo." I looked down when I said his name.

"Voldemort isn't random, I wonder why he picked Lorenzo and then you." I had already thought about this and my conclusion was the his father brought him to Voldemort and he read his mind and I was obviously in it and so I was the next one just to fuck with Enzo's head.

I also concluded that Theo was also brought to Voldemort by his father but nothing interesting was found when Voldemort went through his mind. Voldemort likes to make people weak so he can defeat them easier, because he isn't all that strong.

"I know that either Mat or you is next because Voldemort knows we're close and he has all invaded Mat's mind so he knows that we're together now."

"If he is trying to shake us up why would he pick you after Lorenzo?" I finally told Draco about Enzo's feelings.

"That makes sense then," he said and then chuckled. 

"It's not an ideal situation."

"I know, but he'll get over it or someone will get over him and distract him from it." I couldn't help but laugh.

"I know you won't like it, with everything that's going on but I'm going to visit Theo."

"Why now?"

"I don't want to be pessimistic but we don't know what's going to happen and I want to see him before everything goes to shit. Plus, it will just be him seen as how his father will be at the Riddle's."

"What about Lorenzo." I gulped and met his eyes.

"What about him?"

"Well don't you want to see him too before everything goes to shit?" He 

"Well, he will be at Theo's, he said he would see me when I went there."

"Right. Have you told Mattheo that you're going?"

"No, not yet."

"Have fun with that."

"Very funny. Okay well I'll see you in a couple days." I wrapped my arms around him and he did the same to me. 

"See you. Be careful."

"Will do." 

I headed over to my room and Mat was laying on the bed, waiting for me. I joined him, naturally connecting my body with his.

"So, how was it?"

"Fine, I get what you mean now, good but not good."

"He'll be perfectly fine."

"I know."

"Then what is it?" I looked up at him.

"It's not great timing, but keep in mind that we don't know what the future holds."

"Dav, just tell me."

"I'm going to stay at Theo's for a couple days."

"Be specific."

"I'm going tonight, and I'm coming back in two days."

"Okay."

"Okay? You're fine with it?"

"Absolutely not, I just know I can't stop you." I laughed. "What now?"

"I just wonder what you would have done if you were staying at your father's. Now we're practically living together." He croaked.

"Don't give me ideas." I smiled. He grabbed me by the waist and lifted me so that I was straddling him as he leant on the headboard. 

He trailed his hands all over my body and then he gently wrapped his hand around my throat and brought me towards him. I swallowed which he felt and he smiled. He leant in closer and kissed me softly making my mind go hazy. He kept pecking me softly, gliding his finger along my jaw. My hands were in his hair, massaging softly. His kisses trailed down my neck and I tilted my head back. 

"I could die happy right now," he whispered and his breath tickled my neck. I smiled and kissed him before I shuffled off him. "I didn't mean stop." 

"I'm just packing my bag, I should go soon." He yawned as I stuffed some clothes in a bag. I went into the bathroom and grabbed some toiletries and came back out. 

"Don't leave me, I need coddling." I looked at my clock that read 4:59.

"You'll be fine, you're falling asleep anyway." I zipped up the bag and went to put on my shoes. 

"Yes but I want you here." I exhaled and faced him.

"You have five minutes."

"No, we have five minutes." As soon as I came near the bed he grabbed me and tangled me into him. In a matter of seconds our legs were entwined and he had his arms wrapped around me tightly, he was leaning on my lower stomach and I played with his hair. He smiled as he hugged me. 

"You're whole being is perfectly made just for me." 

He curled his arms underneath my jumper and top, wrapping around my bare skin. As my skin was now revealed, his breathing made me get goosebumps as it hit my skin. His hand glided over my torso beneath my clothes. He purposely went near my breasts to irritate me, and he rested his hands below them. His eyes clothed and exhaled. 

"Don't get too comfortable." 

"You're just so... I just want to eat you," he said and he left love bites on my stomach.

"You have before."

"You know what I mean." He said and I laughed and he smiled. "Can I ask you a question?"

"Mhm."

"Aren't you going to put on a bra?"

"I don't really need one." His eyes widened. 

"Yes you do."

"I have a jumper on, you can't tell, the only reason you can tell is because you're feeling me up, which I'm not complaining but I highly doubt anyone at his place will do what you're doing."

"Fine."

"Alright, I should go." He raised himself so we were face to face.

"A few more minutes." His arms were around my waist again and he inhaled as he closed his eyes. I looked at the clock again, it read 5:07. 

"Mat." He didn't answer. I watched him breathe, and how his breath caught once I started to play with is hair. I realised he was falling asleep as his breath became a steady pattern. I slowly took his arms off me, then I kissed his lips softly and when I pulled away I saw him smile. "I love you," I whispered, then I got up and put on my shoes. 

I grabbed my bag and went into the bottom draw of my drawers. I lifted some clothes and found the little goblin ornament. I grabbed it and I stood up closing the draw. Then the world began to warp into itself.