We were covering each others mouths to stay quiet and we both finished huffing and puffing.

"We both needed that."

"Most definitely." I said.

"When did you learn wandless magic?"

"My father made me learn, emphasis on the made me. I've only told Draco."

"You're so cool," he said and I laughed. I was still on top of him with my hands in his hair and he held my bare waist under my top. "I used to be conscious of that."

"Of what? Me holding your waist?"

"Well, yeah, you're perfectly built and I've always been a little timid about that stuff. During sex it's never worried me because we're both focused on, well you know, but right now for instance." Technically we were still having sex seen as how he was still inside me.

"But I love your body and your waist and everything about you." I played with his hair and he kissed me. Then there was a knock on the door.

"Oh um I think that might be Enzo."

"Not a name I want you to be saying while I'm inside you." I lifted myself off him and he straightened up. I grabbed the blazer and went to open the door to the library.

"You're not wearing pants." Mat whispered.

"It's okay, the shirt covers everything." Enzo stood there in joggers and a t-shirt, all black. He gave me a once over and cleared his throat.

"You want to come in?"

"Sure." He walked in and saw Mat on the couch. He got up and came over.

"Hey, Lorenzo, good seeing you." He looked between both of us and then said awkwardly, "I'm gonna head to the kitchen and eat something." 

"Here's your jacket." He came close to me and grabbed it, touching his hand on mine while he did so. I stepped back.

"So how was your sleep?" I asked.

"I um, didn't end up going home, I went to Theo's, I have a room there."

"Oh, okay. Why didn't you uh, go home?"

"My father wants me to be just like him so he keeps bringing me to uh." Instead of saying it he just raised his forearm. Obviously it was covered but he knew I'd know what he meant.

"Oh, okay. So um, when did you get it?"

"The day I got home from America."

"So not only were you sad about me being with Mat you had to go through that as well."

"You're hug saved the day." I thought back to how we hugged for ages when he had come to Hogwarts. I cast a muffliato before speaking.

"I didn't tell him, he has no idea and last night when I was drunk he wanted to help me shower but he couldn't see me with- and then this morning he wanted to- but I couldn't."

"Just cover them."

"I'm already using a fair bit of that magic on my body already, there's limits."

"How many scars are there!? You know, don't tell me, I can't know those things about you. I get too angry. From now on don't share things that may effect a person that's in love with you. Especially now that we-"

"I told you it was stupid, now your feelings are just stronger. I'm so stupid and dumb and horrible. I'm disgusting." He cupped my face and my breathing hitched. This isn't right.

"It wasn't stupid, if I could go back in time I wouldn't change a single thing. And stop calling yourself those things, if it helps just blame everything on me. I can handle it, you could stab me and I wouldn't care. I mean I know you just had sex with Mat and I'm completely fine."

"I hate hurting you." I started tearing up. Gosh I hate myself with how much I'm crying these days. 

"No, no, don't be upset, I don't want to see you upset, especially if I'm causing it." This moment reminded me of when Mat was acting weird and he told he didn't want to be the one that made me cry. That fact just made want to cry more. A few tears fell and he wiped them away.

"I just hate myself."

"Don't. If you want to hate someone, hate me. And don't do anything stupid." I knew what he was talking about and I looked down. "Dav, have you done something stupid while I've been away?"

"Maybe." He dropped his hands from my face in frustration.

"Dav I told you not to tell me things. I don't want to leave your side now!" He said getting frustrated.

"It's okay, I'm okay, Draco knows and uh and Mat, and I know what to do if I have the impulse. Trust me."

"I trust you." He stared at me for a moment.

"Well you have your jacket, you should go, I don't want to make him suspicious." He stepped towards me again and wrapped his arms around me. His tall figure covered me and I wrapped my arms around him. His hands had been on my lower back and he moved them higher up. After a few moments I exhaled as we let go from the hug and he just held me. "You know I love you, not in the way you hope but I do."

"I know Davina." He finally let go of me very slowly and turned and grabbed his jacket. "I'll see you when you visit Theo's." Mat walked in mid-sentence.

"Yeah." I said.

"See ya Enzo." Mat said.

"See ya. Bye D- Claire." He walked out and I took a deep breath.

"You look like you've been crying, what happened?" He stepped over to me and held me.

"He's a death eater."

"Fuck, it's already started."

"See Mat, I have no idea what's going to happen now, we could become one tomorrow for all we know." Now he was hugging me and I felt icky. I was trying to blame Enzo but it didn't work. I'll just blame alcohol. I hugged him back.

"It's alright. Let's go for a walk."

"Maybe we should put on more clothes first."

We went upstairs and I opened my door slowly to check on Draco. The bottle was almost empty and he was out cold. I tip toed in and grabbed Mat a shirt and his shoes and then leggings for me and my shoes and I walked out. He laughed as I carried everything and he closed the door for me. We dressed ourselves in the hallway and slipped on our shoes.

"Let's go."

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We had walked to an open paddock and the grass was so green. The sun was beginning to set and we laid on the grass and watched.

"What if one of us gets the dark mark before the other, like if your father makes you get one before me and you have to go to all the meetings and you won't be able to tell me anything because he'll read your mind."

"Dav stop saying that stuff, and stop thinking like that. What you should think about is that I love you and you are mine, I don't want anyone else for the rest of my life, maybe a child but that's another conversation."

"I don't want kids, and I don't want to get married either. My parents ruined that for me, the whole constitution makes me sick. And the thought of a little me running around makes me sick too."

"Then I don't want kids."

"But you just said—"

"Yes but you want something else and I just want what you want because you being happy is the best thing in the whole entire world." He kissed me and I went the extra step and added tongue. We didn't do that often but whenever we did we both went into a whole other dimension. Like we are now. "Okay stop, before I faint." I pecked him one more time and then we continued laying there.

"Sorry to interrupt but I just need to borrow my daughter." We both jumped up and turned to see my father, Evan Rosier in the flesh.

"I am not your daughter and you can't just take me whenever you please."

"I do not care. How about this I'll give you some good news and then I'll take you with me. The marriage deal with Malfoy's is off, I don't care about our families joining." Mat stayed in front of me.

"Since when?"

"Since now. Alright let's go." He raised his wand and aimed it at Mat.

"Crucio," he spat.

"No! Father stop, I'll go with you just please stop, please." He stopped and grabbed my hand, Mat and I made eye contact before we apparated.

"It's alright Dav, you'll be okay. I'm sorry."

"Pathetic," my father said.

We landed inside the Riddle manor and I snatched my hand away from his.

"Follow me." We went downstairs and I guess he heard us coming because he announced us.

"Ah, now for the main event. You all know or know of Evan Rosier's daughter who is close with my son Mattheo, well she is joining us today, and I have a special task for her." Fuck. "Come in."

We walked inside and my Father made way for me to enter first.

"I told you that she is clever why aren't you restraining her?" In a matter of seconds cuffs magically appeared around my wrists. I looked around the room to see who was there and my eyes met with a familiar pair of dark brown eyes and instead of joggers and t-shirt, he wore and suit with a long leather coat.  

As soon as he saw that it was me and he went to march towards me but his father held him down and he flinched. Voldemort walked over to me and grabbed my arm and took to me in front of everyone. "It's time you join us Miss Rosier."

"I'm not a Rosier," I said and with windless magic I took the cuffs off and they fell to the floor, a few people had gasped. "Just do it." He cast the mind reading spell but I knew how to shield my mind. He raised his eyes with shock and fascination.

"You will be a very valuable asset to this group." He said and it sounded as though there was another meaning to his words. He raised his wand and aimed it at my forearm and all of a sudden I was burning from the inside out. I almost lost balance but I held myself tall and didn't show any pain. All those years of abuse from my father, I learnt how to endure it, enjoy it even. And so I did.

My eyes met wit Enzo's and he looked so angry and sad. I'm okay I mouthed to him. The pain got worse and I looked down and saw that it was just about over.

"It is done. Now for your task." He doesn't waste any time. "You are to keep an eye on my son and the Malfoy's boy, Draco. Then you are required to correspond with me if they plan anything that works against me. You won't have to do it for long, they will be joining as well. Now I just have to trust you do as I say seen as how it was proven that I'm unable to sift through your mind and see for myself."

"Is that all... My Lord," the words burned my throat.

"Yes that is all... Little Davina Claire." He traced a finger along my cheek and I apparated before he could keep touching me. I landed in the foyer of the Malfoy manor and I fell to the ground and yelled as I sobbed, my stomach aching. The tears flowed down my face and I fell to the floor.

"Davina!" They both yelled in unison as they ran down the stairs towards me. Mat had been wincing with each bolt and he dropped down to me and grabbed hold of my face.

"What happened? Are you alright? Did he hurt you?" I lifted my now-branded arm and he grabbed hold of it.

"Already?"

"Yes, and I have a task as well. He said you both will be joining soon." I managed to get out several words.

"Come on." Mat lifted me up and I couldn't stand. So Draco carried me, I assumed it was because Mat was hurting. He brought me up to my bed and covered me, and kissed my forehead before leaving me with Mat. I had stopped crying by now so he sat.

"What's the task, can you tell me or does he read your mind."

"I can block him out, I learnt when I was younger, again something else I was forced to do. He just told me I had to observe you both to see if you and Draco are planning something against him. I guess you leaving like that made him nervous. I have to correspond with him too otherwise... well-"

"No I refuse to let this happen. We can get that thing off your arm and I will go and kill him, I will kill him."

"Mat no. He won't hurt me, he knows that I'm powerful, and he wants to use me. I'll be okay."

"You better or else I won't know what to do." He came close to me and went to brush through my hair, and I flinched back.

"I just don't want to be touched right now."

"Oh, okay, I'll um, I'll leave you alone then." He walked out of my room and closed the door and I went too start crying again but an owl was on the window seal. I got up and got the letter, noticing the person who wrote it had rushed as it didn't have a seal.

Can I come over.
Enzo