"You shouldn't have said that Davina." He hasn't called me by my first name since we first met. He put his on my cheek and his thumb brushed over my lips. 

He exhaled and pulled away, but I crashed myself into him. As soon as our lips met his hands were back on my face and he let go of restraint. It was a slow and passionate kiss and I whimpered.

His hands trailed down my back slowly and he pulled me in from the waist. My hands were locked in his hair as we kept kissing. He then caressed my ass and I smirked in between kisses. It began to get aggressive and he guided me over to a wall so he could lift up my leg.

His hand trailed up my bare leg and he held onto my thigh. I lifted the shirt from his pants and I dragged my fingertips over his toned torso and began pulling him into me by his waist. His hand was on my ass underneath my dress and he started to kiss down my neck and I moaned.

His lips were back on mine and in between kisses he groaned, "every noise you make is sending me over the edge." He lifted my dress higher and I unbuckled his belt and unzipped his pants and with one swift motion he was inside me.

"Oh fuck," I moaned out, and he began thrusting. He took off his blazer and my hands roamed his back. I dug my nails into him as he went deeper and then I moved to his waist.

"Do that again." I trailed my hands back up and dug my nails into him again and he moaned and went quicker. He was kissing my upper breasts and I pulled my dress straps down so my chest was bare. Now he started to kiss my breasts and I moaned.

Our lips met as we both started to climax. "Oh fuck I'm going to cum Davina." I lifted myself off him and dropped to my knees and I helped him finish. He kept moaning my name and after a few moments he came into my mouth. I swallowed and stood up, fixing my dress. He did up his pants and tucked in his shirt. I picked up his blazer for him and he went to put it on but stopped.

"You're hot and it's cold so put this on." I put his jacket on and then I stared up at him. The shirt was short sleeved and I admired his arms for a moment before I noticed something.

"It's true then, we're all going to be death eaters just like our parents."

"Fuck, Davina you shouldn't have seen that." He took out his wand and cast the spell I assume he had used before it wore off. "I didn't want you to see that," he closed his eyes and deep breathed.

"Enzo, it doesn't change you, it's a stupid mark." He looked up at me in relief. "Can you make it visible again?" He did as I asked and grabbed his arm, I felt him get goosebumps at my touch, I didn't know if it was my cold hands or something else. I traced over the mark, stared, I should get used to it if it's going to be painted on me eventually as well. He held my hands in his and warmed them.

"Does Theo-"

"No, just me, my father likes to get a head start on things."

"But he will eventually and so will Blaise and Draco and Mattheo and me. Mattheo." I repeated his name, and all of a sudden I felt an ache in my stomach. "I have to go, get back. I'm so sorry Enzo."

"Why are you sorry?"

"I am so horrible, for doing this to Mat, and you, you don't deserve this."

"It's okay Davina, you're not a bad person, you're amazing, it'll be okay, I promise."

"It won't I-"

"Listen to me Davina, I will not mouth this to another soul, I don't expect anything from you either. It won't happen again, no matter how perfect it was." I took my hands out of his.

"You need to go back to calling me Claire." I said and I walked back to the party. I went to the drinks table and took a shot of the first bottle I found.

"Where have you been?" He had come from behind and put his hands on my waist and I flinched and turned to face him. He noticed the blazer and my expression, "what's wrong?"

"Nothing, I'm just cold, and I don't feel well." I looked behind him where Enzo walked back in, to his plain forearm, a cover.

"Let's go then." He grabbed a bottle of water and handed it to me. "Start drinking." He put his arm around me and took me upstairs and into my room. I sat on my bed and tried to take my shoes off. "I'll do that."

He put my shoes away and came back over to me, "come on, you need to have a hot shower and get into bed, I'll grab you some clothes." I went into the bathroom and pulled the straps down and the dress slipped down. I noticed marks on my breasts and I started to cry.

"You alright? Do you want me to help you?" He asked, overhearing me. 

"Uh no, I'm okay." I turned on the water to the hottest setting and I scrubbed myself clean immediately. Once I finished I dried magically and wrapped myself in a towel. I brushed my teeth and walked out.

He was getting the bed ready and had laid clothes on the edge for me to get dress. I put on his t-shirt that he laid out, the one he knew was my favourite, it was big on me. Then I slipped on the underwear. He walked over to me and cupped my face.

"Getting drunk just heightened what you were already sad about, and seeing Michael made you sad too. Just keep drinking water and go to sleep you'll feel better." He kissed my forehead and grabbed some clothes and headed for the bathroom.

"Oh, I don't want to keep you from the party."

"I don't care, I'm here with you."

Once he was in the shower I got under the covers and started to sob. Although I was clean, I felt so dirty. I really do suck. I love Mat, I've known him for so long and I hate that I've done this to him. If he found out it would absolutely shatter him.

He came out in just a pair of joggers and joined me in bed. He faced me and noticed my wet cheeks. He brought me into him and wiped my tears away. He cuddled me tight and rubbed my back. I just felt like crying, he is so perfect. He is so good to me. I don't deserve him, I'm disgusting.

I sobbed into him and he just held me while I cried. "Shh, it's alright, Davina, just breathe. Shh." I stopped crying and he wiped my cheeks again. He still held me tight and continued to rub circles in my back. I eventually fell asleep, wishing I wouldn't wake up in the morning

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I woke up to him stroking my hair, still holding me.

"Morning love." My heart ached all over again, and so did my head.

"Morning, I'm uh, I'll be back I'm just going to go down stairs and get some painkillers." He looked confused as I had wanted to leave just as I woke up. 

"I can get them for you."

"Um, no it's okay, plus Narcissa puts them in a hiding place away from Lucius and Draco because they drink so much and she doesn't want them mixing medicine and alcohol." He chuckled and helped me out of bed.

"You okay?" I nodded. "You sure?"

"Yeah, I'm just, hungover."

"Oh you got a letter this morning, it's by the window." I was confused as I walked over to the window. It was sealed with the Berkshire crest. I opened it.

Hey,

just writing to tell you that I'm going to swing by today to get my jacket.

- Enzo

I laughed at his fancy writing, which was contradicting because he was very informal. And American.

"Who's it from?"

"Oh, um, Enzo, he is going to come by today and get his blazer back."

"Oh, okay, did he write something funny?" I dropped my smile, hoping it didn't look suspicious. I forgot he was there for a moment.

"No, he just sounds American that's all." Mat nodded and got up, stretching. He walked over to me and kissed me softly. We deepened into the kiss and he started to take off my t-shirt, I stepped back.

"Sorry, what's wrong, I should've asked."

"No it's okay, it's just my head hurts."

"Right, go get some painkillers."

"Yeah." I walked out slowly and closed the door, leaning back on it and closing my eyes. Imagine if he took off my top and saw the love bites on my breasts. 

I stayed quiet as I saw Draco's door open with a girl coming out. I realised it was Pansy and just as I was about to go and kill her, she took out her wand and cast a spell that I have never heard of before. Her appearance started changing and she turned herself into Astoria. I then realised that she was turning back to Astoria. I waited for her to leave and then I ran to his door and knocked.

No answer.

I opened it and found him on the floor just in his boxers in front of his bed, sobbing. My heart had shattered from the sight before me. I went down to him and tried to make him look at me.

"Draco."

"I didn't know it was fucking her, she did it to me again, that bitch did it to me again. I came up to go to bed, by myself and she walked in after and did it again." He was crying out and I tried to calm him down.

"Draco, Draco, look at me," I lifted his face to look at me.

"I saw her leave, it wasn't Pansy, it was magic, it was Astoria. She made herself look like Pansy with magic, I have no idea why. But it wasn't her Draco, it wasn't her. She didn't do it to you again."

"It wasn't her?"

"No, it wasn't." He kept crying.

"Hey, come, lie down."

"No, I don't want to go in that bed." He said, glancing to his tainted sheets. 

"Okay, I'll get the elves to clean your sheets, or burn them. Wait right here." I went into my room and dragged Mat out, he was in his towel.

"What are you doing?"

"Just wait, I'll tell you but just wait. Go downstairs or something." He gestured to the towel and I just looked at him. He raised his hands as of to say fine and walked down. I knew Draco wouldn't want to be seen by anyone.

I went back to Draco and lifted him up and walked him to my room. Then I went back in his and got a bottle of alcohol and a glass and and a pair of joggers came back. I poured a drink for him and left in on my side table and then I handed him the pants and he put them on.

"Thank you Dav."

"Don't thank me." He wrapped his arms around me and I hugged him tight. I wiped his tears away and left him. I grabbed Enzo's blazer on the way out so I could leave him be and I went into Draco's room and grabbed another pair of joggers and went downstairs to Mat. He was in the library room sitting back on the couch. He got up when I arrived.

"Here, they're Draco's." he stood up and dropped the towel, putting on the joggers in front of me with a smirk plastered on his face. I grabbed the towel and walked out, heading to the kitchens, where I found Tabby. One of the house elves who I am fond of, she is the sweetest. 

"Tabby."

"Yes Miss Rosier."

"I told you, you can call me Davina, Lucius isn't here." She flinched at the mentioned of his name but then smiled warmly. 

"Yes, Miss Davina."

"Can you just take this towel and go to Draco's room and throw out the sheets that are on his bed and put fresh ones on? Can they also be black if you don't mind?"

"I will never get used to Miss Davina's kindness."

"I will always respect you and the other elves. Um Tabby, can you get me some painkillers?" She hurried off and came back with two pills and a glass of water. "Thank you."

"No need to thank me. If you need some more Miss, come back in 4 hours."

"Thanks. Oh and make sure you don't go into my room, so you don't disturb Draco." She nodded.

"Anything for you Miss, right away." I gave her the towel and she rushed off straight away.

I went back to Mat in the library and sat on the couch next to him and huffed.

"You okay?" I told him about what happened with Draco.

"That is fucking disgusting. Excluding you, all the Slytherin girls are absolute bitches."

"I agree." I wanted to say including me as well. I just need to put this past me, so he doesn't suspect anything and so I can just forget about it.

"You need a distraction." He has flawless timing.

"What are you suggesting?" He pulled me over him so I was straddling him and he started kissing my neck. Before he could trail any lower I kissed him on the lips. The kiss made me get goosebumps because of how warm it made me feel. He pulled himself out and I moved my panties to the side so he could enter me and with wandless magic I shut the doors.