"You didn't say what was up with Morana." Mat said as we headed up to bed. We had one more day of exams and then we were done and off for holidays. 

As always I would be thrown around from house to house. I would mainly be staying at Draco's place but I'd stay at Mat's here and there, and Theo told me I could go to his place. And Enzo, well I know his situation and his father is just something else, but he did say he would visit me when I go to Theo's. 

I was only nervous for the visit to Mat's, because well his father would be there. Even though he's like retired from being a murderer, he is still a psychopath and is crazy. Plus it's the first time Mat's going back after what his father did to him. 

"She was fine, I think. Like she hasn't been distancing because of me at least. I dont know, when I told her I was with you she said she already knew and seemed grossed out. It was weird. And then she called me Rosier, which was also weird."

"You know, that's weird." I nudged him and he giggled. We walked in the dorm and I saw Draco on his bed looking at school work.

"Oh come on, Herbology should be fine, put the book away. I wanted to ask you something anyway." He shut it and looked at me as I made myself comfortable on his bed. 

"Go on." 

"Okay so your birthday, what are you doing this year."

"Same thing as always."

"The party is next Saturday right?"

"That is when my birthday falls."

"Okay, so what do you want this year?"

"You ask me every year and I always have no idea."

"Just think."

"I don't know Dav."

"Come on, is there anything you want?"

"No."

"You're irritating." I went to get up but he stopped me.

"Wait, what did you do to Astoria yesterday, she's stopped annoying me, and I noticed her bolt out of the hall too."

"I just um, played with her feelings and ruined her hopes with you." He nodded and I waited for his response.

"You are an angel." He said thankfully.

"You're welcome then." I walked over to Mat who was laying on his bed. I laid next to him, facing him. "What are we gonna get him for his birthday?"

"I always just get him a bottle of fire whiskey."

"But that's not very birthday-ish."

"What did you get him last year?"

"I bought him a journal and new quidditch gloves."

"See."

"See what?"

"That's fine."

"Yes, but that was last year."

"He doesn't even care about presents, or his birthday really. He only has a party so he can snog girls and drink."

"Yes but it's Draco, I have to get him something special."

"I know you will find him something amazing."

"I don't have much time though, his birthday is the 13th, that's around a week away."

"Don't worry." I was thinking hard about his present but I was getting nowhere, and then I remembered Mat.

"What do you want for your birthday?"

"My birthday is in January."

"I know but I should start thinking now."

"Merlin's sake Dav, just chill out."

"But I was so dead for your birthday this year."

"That's because you were going through things, it's fine."

"Oh, I just realised, you'll be 18 and I won't be until October."

"So?"

"You'll be an adult."

"So?" He repeated.

"I'll be dating an adult."

"Are we dating?" He joked.

"Aren't we?"

"You can't rebound my trick."

"Yes I can."

"And yes we're dating, we're together, we're a couple, we're boyfriend and girlfriend, you are mine and I am yours." I chuckled. 

"Stop, I get it."

"So, about the holidays."

"I was waiting."

"No, I was just inquiring about your visit to Nott's."

"What about it?"

"Well where will you stay?"

"They own a manor, I'll stay in one of a dozen rooms that they have."

"And Enzo will visit?"

"Yes, he will."

"So he'll stay in another room?"

"Well obviously."

"You can't judge me for asking, he is in love with you apparently."

"He was, he's getting over me now."

"Oh?"

"Well yeah."

"It's been like three days Dav, I tried for years and didn't get anywhere."

"You did?"

"Well I never thought I'd get a chance so I lost hope and I couldn't be pining over you my whole life I'd have to get with someone."

"Well, Enzo will eventually, and we're good friends."

"Dav, guys and girls cannot be friends."

"Yes they can, all my friends are guys."

"Yes, and you had a crush on Theo, you fucked Blaise, Enzo loves you, Crabbe and Goyle are secretly gay with each other, Draco is pretty much your brother, you dated Michael, did I miss anyone?"

"Crabbe and Goyle aren't gay, I was young and had a crush on everyone, Enzo is still my friend, Blaise was just a temporary thing and we're platonic friends now and Michael, well, he's Michael."

"Alright that's besides my point, can you just write to me every day that you're there?"

"Yes, I'll make sure to write you every time I eat a meal also."

"Just please Dav."

"I will, but you don't have to worry, you really don't. Plus I'll visit you."

"Yes but not enough. Hey, I can just visit while you're at the Malfoy's."

"Glad, all your problems are solved."

"Don't tease. You cause the problems anyway."

"How?" I protested.

"Because I am infatuated with you."

"Oh okay then, that's fine." I whispered and I kissed him, he started to pull me over him.

"Still here," Draco said from across the room and we both just laughed. 

"Sorry mate," Mat said.

"I'm going to head to my dorm and pack, I haven't even started. I'll come back later." He deep breathed as I got off of him. 

"I'll probably be asleep."

"That's okay." I said, implying I'd just sleep in my own dorm. 

"No, just wake me, it's our last night together."

"Okay."

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I had finished packing and I showered also. I slowly shut the door of their dorm and tiptoed to his bed and got in. He was on his stomach and his arm was under the pillow raising it so he was lying comfortably. He would never admit it because he likes to be the strong one and the supportive one, but these exams and his constant worry of my relationship with Enzo is taking a toll on him. He looked so tired even while he was sleeping. 

I was contemplating waking him up. He moved so he was on his side and then he reached his arm over me and dragged me towards him so that he was cuddling my torso. 

"You weren't going to wake me were you," he mumbled, matter-of-factly.

"You don't know what I was doing."

"So you were just watching me sleep?"

"Well, you're not asleep right now."

"No I'm not." He paused, or was really asleep now. "So tomorrow." He said, knowing he was dreading it. 

"Tomorrow," I replied.

"I'm going to miss you."

"I know, I'm going to miss you too."

"I don't know what I'm going to do with myself."

"You can write to me."

"No, I want to see you, hold you, kiss you whenever I like."

"I'm sorry but it can't work like that." Did he really have to make me sad right now. I shimmied myself down so that I was facing him and I kissed him softly. 

"You smell like roses, how is it you smell like roses? We all use the same school-provided shampoo, yet you smell like roses. I just want to consume you." I giggled as he spoke in-between kisses that started to trail down my neck. I was wearing a big t-shirt with just my underwear, so it was easy for him to reach his hand under and hold my waist.

"You're ready?" I knew what he was asking and my answer had been definitely ever since the ball. 

"Mhm, and you?"

"Definitely," he groaned and I giggled again. 

"Holidays?" I asked.

"I won't be able to wait much longer, my father is out a lot," he said and I could see the smirk even though it was pitch black. 

"Well, then it's settled, now sleep, we still have an exam before we leave this place."

"I can't sleep, you're here, it's risky."

"You can do it."

"Mhm, I can." For the first time I wasn't sure what he meant only that his hand was trailing up the side of my torso.

"You okay with this?"

"Mhm."

"Words." He said in a serious tone, however there was always that hint of seductiveness underlying his demand. 

"Yes." He reached to his wand and the curtains around his bed shut close.

"Good." His hand was now trailing around my bare chest and I arched up. He then moved his hand down and played with the hem of my underwear.

"Dav?" He asked.

"Yes, I'm okay." He lightly pulled my underwear down and then all of a sudden his fingers were in me. I instantly moaned and his free hand went up to my mouth to shush me. He kept going and I could feel myself starting to come undone under him. He moved himself and in a matter of seconds there were fireworks going off in my head as his tongue was on me. It didn't take long for me to go over the edge.

He slid my underwear back up and then raised himself next to me as I caught my breath. 

"I have been wanting to do that for ages." I practically heard his grin. 

"What about you?"

"I'm good, that was for you and me anyways." We were facing each other and I couldn't help but smile. "Go to sleep," he said and brought me into him. 

"You know you're crazy good at that." He didn't reply, just chuckled and I closed my eyes. 

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"It's time to go." I went to follow the others out but Mat pulled me back in the common room by my hand.

"No."

"Why?"

"Because that means I won't see you."

"You'll see me in less than a week at Draco's party."

"Just let me be sulky."

"Fine." He kissed me and whispered in my ear. "I want to taste you again." He returned his mouth to mine and I giggled in between kisses.

"Mat please."

"I want to have you on this couch. I won't take long." I laughed again at his desperation. 

"Be patient, come on let's go."

We caught up to the others and took the carriages to the station. It was nice day, considering it was now summer. I had taken off my sweater which left me in my cropped tee and leggings. I just didn't like that the sun was shining on my hair, it made me look like a ginger. As we found our section of the train and put our bags up I sat next to the window with Mat next to me and Draco went to laugh as he sat down.

"Don't." I said to him. 

"I have know idea what you mean... Weasley."

"Draco!" I kicked him and he just laughed. Mat grabbed my sweater and put it over my head.

"What are you doing?"

"You're cold right." I laughed at him.

"No." He leaned into me and whispered.

"You're top is really tight." I laughed hysterically as I put my sweater back on. He did a cooling spell on me with his wand so that I wasn't hot. I knew that he didn't mind me wearing whatever I wanted but he appreciated the fact that I lived in oversized clothes, only when I didn't he wouldn't let go of me because he said "you're too beautiful not to touch".

Blaise and Theo walked in and joined Draco across us. I had said bye to Enzo back at the castle as he was travelling by port key back to his manor. 

"By the way, he needs to stop calling you Weasley because you've fucked a Weasley, it's weird," he whispered. I just laughed at him. 

"So what am I wearing to this party?" Theo asked and Draco just looked at him.

"Did I invite you?"

"You don't need to." I chuckled and Draco looked at me, astonished. 

"It's a party, just wear your best clothes." I said, ignoring Draco's judgments of Theo. 

Draco and Blaise started a conversation and Theo was staring out the window lost in thought. 

"What will you wear?" Mat asked seductively in my ear, quietly so no one heard.

"Not, sure I was thinking about wearing a dress."

"Oh?"

"Yeah, you okay with that?

"Mhm, only if it's just us."

"And why's that?"

"Because I won't be able to control myself in front of others." I crossed my legs, suddenly feeling flustered. Now Mat laughed. He did another cooling spell and I relaxed against him. 

"You'll stop now right?" I asked. 

"Oh, definitely. As much as I like playing with you I don't have that kind of restraint."

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We arrived in London and we all got off. Narcissa was waiting for Draco and we got our bags and started walking over. 

"You're just going to leave." He joked. 

"I'll take this, see ya mate." He said to Mat and went to his mother holding both our trunks. 

"I'll see you soon." I said and I placed my hands around his neck and hugged him. He squeezed me tightly. 

"Write to me tonight." I nodded and he leaned down to kiss me. When we parted he had to steady me as I got dizzy for a moment. He smiled and walked off. I realised that he had to get himself home. I exhaled, watching him disappear in the crowd of busy people and then I turned around and joined Draco and Narcissa who had a very concerned look on her face.