[spemcer Reid x reader soulmate au]

Today is my first day of work for the bau. I'm running a bit late and got a message from my new team saying there is a case and we need to be in the conference room in ten minutes.

I'm in the elevator and am looking at my wrist, my soulmate mark is there. It just reads 'How could I do that?' I impatiently tap my foot on the ground and hurry out when the door opens on the correct floor.

I hurry into the conference room, remembering where it is from the tour I took last week. I get in and bump into somebody.

"Ah f*ck me gently with a chainsaw." I mutter.

"How could I do that?" A voice says. I snap my head up and see a handsome man looking at me smiling.

"Finally. I found you." He says. I smile awkwardly back not really knowing this guy.

"Hi. I'm (Y/N) (L/N). Today is my first day on the job." I say sheepishly. I don't like new people.

"Are you not exited?" He asks looking sad.

"No! I am... it's just I don't know you and.... ummm I don't want to leave my current relationship...." I mutter the last sentence so he can't hear it.

"Oh I'm dr. Spencer Reid. And wo- could you repeat what you said."

"I just am.... er... well... funny thing is I don't get into relationships with just ANYONE, even if you are my soulmate... I actually don't fall in love easily. And I'm in a relationship right now and I don't know if I could end it or what.... so ummm maybe we could start as friends and see where that goes???" I say extremely nervous.

"Uh. Oh yeah sure." Spencer says disappointed.

"Sorry to disappoint you. It's just I'm kinda also trying to figure out things. And a new job is already almost pushing to cry a lot and now I'm rambling and you are probably annoyed by me so I'll shut up."

"No no. It's fine. I ramble a lot also." He says with a slight smile.

"How about you come to my place and we could watch a movie? I just bought my favorite." I ask. He nods. Just then the rest of the team walks in and takes seats.

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After the case the girls in the team, JJ, Emily, and Penelope, asked me to go and get a drink with them. I hesitantly accept. While we are there the topic of soulmates pop up.

"Hey (Y/N)! Have you found your soulmate yet?" Emily slurs.

"Yeah. But we aren't together." I reply swirling my drink around the cup. It's my second shot and I'm taking things slow, with drinking,

"Oooh! Who is it!" Penelope squeals.

"I'm not comfortable saying. I have myself a girlfriend.... who isn't my soulmate and I don't want to make him feel worse by him being teased." I say on a slight ramble.

"Fine! But you are no fun!" JJ says downing her sixth drink. I laugh and just leave early not wanting to feel picked on anymore.

I open the door to my shared apartment with Bethany, my girlfriend. I look in around and I can't see her. Just then I hear a sound from our bedroom, a moan. Bethany's moan to be precise.

I open the door to see Bethany tangelos up with another girl. Tears flock to my eyes. I can't stand to look at the one I love pleasing another the way she would please me.

"Bethany! How could you!" I cry. I see her head slowly come up from between other girl's legs. She looks at me in shock.

"(Y/N)... my princess...." she starts walking towards me.

"How dare you! I chose to stay here when I found my soulmate because I love you!" I cry backing up.

"You were gone for too long. And I needed to have sex~" she whines.

"I messaged you to see if you wanted to to come home and not go get drinks with my team. You refused. I could have had sex with you but you wanted me to stay away longer! We are through Bethany! Goodbye!" I say stuffing my clothes into a duffle bag and storming out.

I go to the bank and pull out all the money I earned from our shared account. I go to the hotel nearest to my work and get a room. I stay there crying on the bed until I get a call. I answer without looking at the caller id.

"(Y/N). Thank goodness you answered." Bethany's voice rings.

"What the hell do you want." I sneer.

"I want to explain myself. That girl is my soulmate... I was planning on breaking up soon... I'm sorry. You can keep the apartment because I'll move away from you so I'm not tempted to come back because I still love you." She confesses.

"Whatever. I hope you burn in Hell. Goodbye bitch." I snap.

I hang up and angrily drink my problem away and end up crashing around 2 am. The next morning I wake up groggily and extremely hungover.

"Great. Work will be hell today. Can I just take a JD hangover cure?" I mutter throwing clothes on. I then neatly fold my clothes and put them in the bag and leave the hotel. I walk into work with a headache from the pits of hell.

"Hey (L/N)." Derek Morgan says as I make it past the door.

I just grunt and continue to my desk. I get there and aggressively bang my head on the desk. I feel tears running down my face.

"Hello (Y/N)." I hear Spencer say sitting at his desk next to mine.

"Hey." I say monotonously.

"You look like hell." He says twisting towards me.

"I just got back." I say smirking slightly then my headache sends a sharp pain to the front of my head to tell me that references are not allowed today.

"What happened to you?" He asks.

"You would understand. You are only a duck carrier." I mutter not even caring what I am saying.

"(Y/N)? You look worse then JJ. And you only had three shots last night." Penelope says walking past.

"Well let's say that after I left I was dragged through hell. An then I drank three bottles of wine and six cans of beer." I say looking up.

"Want to talk? Girl to girl?" She asks holding her hand out to me.

"Yeah." I say grabbing her hand. I hear Spencer huff, most likely jealous of Penelope. We walk into her office which is amazing.

"What is wrong my sweetie?" She asks sitting down.

"I just had a really nasty breakup." I say through tears.

"Oh. Those suck. What happened." She asks like a teen wanting juicy gossip.

"I'll tell you if you promise not to tell anyone." I say. She nods. "So when I got home I looked around for my girlfriend." I start but an quickly interrupted.

"You like girls!?!" Penelope gasps.

"Eh kinda. I just don't fall in love with someone I'm not close to. So before we dated we were best friends for three years." I say. I then continue my story. "And I heard her in the bedroom... I walk in and see her having sex with another girl! And I got mad and broke up with Bethany. And then later she called saying they were soulmates and she was going to break up with me soon amyways. And she is also moving away.... so in my slightly drunken state I drank until I fell asleep." I say crying hysterically.

"Hey it's ok. You knew you two weren't soulmates and that you both had the chance of finding your soulmate and leaving each other." Penelope says rubbing my back

"No... She only left with her because I was away for too long and she was horny. And now I won't be able to that steamy sex again." I cry.

"I bet your soulmate could do that for you!" Penelope says.

"I'm going to tell you who it is. Because you know him."

"It's a guy?"

"I told you I fall in love with those close to me."

"Right right. Now spill it."

"Spencer..." I mutter.

"SERIOUSLY!?! Is that why he was so flirty!" Pen gasps.

"I guess...."

"What did you say to him?"

"It's a reference to my favorite movie of all time, Heathers! It's considered a cult classic but it's extremely funny. The line is, Ah f*ck me gently with a chainsaw." I say smiling happily.

"Really! Can I see your soulmark?" Pen aks. I show her the 'how could I do that?' On my wrist in extremely fancy cursive.

"That is very pretty. You should also tell him and maybe give him a chance. If not wait a while." She says.

"Could I see yours?" I ask. She pulls her shirt down so I can see her colorbone. 'Hey, Gomez!" Is written in a nice scribble font.

"Do you know who your soulmate is?" I ask. She nods.

"Yeah but I'm not his. Derek is mine."

"I am sorry." It's ok. I have an awesome boyfriend so everything is great.

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It's after work a week after my talk with Penelope and I'm feeling much better. I look around and see that almost everyone had left. It's just me and Spencer.

"Hey Spencer..." I start. He looks up at me from his book.

"Yeah?" He asks softly.

"Maybe we could give us a shot."

"Alright? What about your relationship?" He asks.

"I ended it out of anger... she cheated on me..." I say sheepishly. "But I think that she wasn't that good of a person anyway."

"Oh.... you had a girlfriend?" He asks.

"Don't question it. Let's just put that behind us and move forward... together?" I say putting my hand out. Spencer stands up and pulls me up with him.

"Together." He says. I walk out with his hand intertwined with mine. He starts walking towards the exit of the garage but I motion towards my car.

We hop in and he glances down at my lips and then back to my eyes with a pleading look. He starts leaning towards me and I close the gap feeling sparks shoot through my body from each touch. I pull away and turn my car in and drive. He gives me directions to his apartment and then he drags me inside... 😏

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It's been a year since my first case. My and Spencer have been dating for that time and I am so much happier with him then in my past two relationships. He makes me laugh whenever I am sad and is willing to talk about anything with me. And he's willing to try some of my gay sex things. 😏😉

I have moved in with him and we have become a better team. Ready to take on anything! And Bethany came back begging for me to be with her again as her 'soulmate' lied about it because Bethany's soulmate is extremely visible... Well sucks to be her.

And I am so glad that I ended my terrible relationship to be with an amazing man who actually loves me and my personality,and not my body.

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