Everything I Didn't Say (Jesse McCree X Reader)


McCree's P.O.V.

I remember her so well, like she never left my mind, even after all these years passed. I can still see her that day, that day I made the biggest mistake of my life. I walked away, I left (y/n) behind and joined overwatch; never even bothering to look back or saying how I truly felt. But here she is now, just the same as ever. All that life, joy, chaos, and beauty. I smiled to myself as I watched her chatting up with Tracer and Genji; her laugh is still just as beautiful as I remember. My thoughts were interrupted by a hand landing on my shoulder, causing me to jump slightly. "Jesse, if you still have feelings for (y/n), tell her. Do not let this opportunity go untaken." Hanzo said softly as he walked over to (y/n) to join in on the laughter and fun. Maybe he was right, maybe this time, this time I'll go for it. I got up from my position in the chair and headed for my room, directly across the hall from (y/n). I rummaged through my nightstand in search of a pen and paper, finding one, I sat on my bed and set to work.

(Y/n)'s P.O.V.

The moment I saw him, I lit up with hope. I never forgot him, not for an instant, and no man could wave him from my heart. I was overjoyed to say the least upon hearing the news I'd be seeing Jesse again. I was fairly new to the base, but not the ways or people of overwatch, and Tracer, being the lovely doll she was, gave me a tour. Afterwards, we stopped in the common room and just chatted awhile. Little this and thats, and that's when I noticed Jesse, sitting on the other side of the room, take quick glances at me. Tracer winked at me when she caught me staring at him. Genji, who'd joined our conversation, asked if we had a history. I told them little bits and pieces, like how we'd known each other before the downfall of overwatch, and how he'd left me behind to join overwatch now, but I did my best not to let it show I had feelings for him. "(Y/n), I can tell by your voice and eyes you were loyal to Jesse for so long. Even when many had tried for your heart. Maybe you let him know how you feel." I jumped slightly as Hanzo spoke, wondering how long he'd been standing there. The others nodded in agreement and tried saying encouraging words, but by the time I had turned around, Jesse was gone. I sighed, saying my good byes to the group and headed for my room.

No One's P.O.V.

Y/n) opened her door and instantly she heard a crinkling sound. She looked down and saw she had stepped on envelope, curiosity got the best of her as she picked up, then layer across her bed opening the envelope quickly. She pulled out the letter and began reading.

Before I go and start rambling, I'm just going to say this is everything I didn't say.

From the moment I saw you, I knew I loved you and there wasn't a thing in this world that'd change my mind. And when we became friends, I saw that as the greatest blessing I could've ever received. I could be close to you, and I hoped maybe it could've lead to something more. So when I had no choice but to join overwatch, leaving you behind, I was genuinely scared I had met the the love of my life and I'd lost her. That day, I'd promised myself I'd never love another. When I got closer to someone here, I told them how I'd messed up, and he said if I had ever gotten the miraculous chance to see you again, go for it. And here you are, right in front of me. You were always the only one that got me better than anyone else. You were my best friend, someone I knew I could confide in, and someone I knew could count on to always bring a smile to my face, even when it was nearly impossible. When you said you loved me for the first time, even though you said it in a friendly way, I actually tasted true happiness and knew what love really was. And when when I left you, I felt my heart fall into all these little broken pieces. But when I saw you, I felt all those pieces of my heart came back together and become whole. They say home is were the heart is, and it seems I found a home with you. Every little joke, goofy action, or just your little nerdy facts made me fall deeper in love with you, no matter how much I may act like it annoys me. I can't seem to get enough. I don't know what made me fall, well I guess I should say keep falling, for you but it seems now that I really can't live without you. I guess what all this is me really trying to say is, (y/n) I love you. Give me a chance to show you that I do.

Jesse McCree

(Still no one's pov)

(Y/n) wiped away the tears of joy as she sat the letter gently down on her bed. She never thought she'd live to see the day that Jesse McCree admitted his feelings for her. (Y/n) smiled to herself, deep in thought. Though her thoughts were interrupted by a knock at her door.

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