(A/N): I thought this video was just so sad and had to be given a shout out, it's called: 'What if the world was gay?' And it's the first one. Enjoy :( Don't play the video while reading, just watch it after reading.

Italics = Your thoughts as narration

3rd Person POV

There is you...

And then there is me...

They say even the meanest of people can be loved...

They say love...is all you need..

Is it?

You tell me...have you ever been in love? With someone you could never have..?

Because the world...just wouldn't want it...

And it wouldn't want you...to have them..

So tell me...is love...all you need?

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The doctors smiled at the crying female being held in one of the mothers arms. The woman, the 1st mom, looked toward her wife with teary eyes.

"Isn't she beautiful?" She asked her wife.

"Almost as beautiful as you, Karen." She said as she looked into the girls beautiful (E/C) eyes.

Some people say, they're born the way they were destined to be..

"What are you going to name this, bouncy baby girl?" The doctor laughed. Her 2nd mom, Julia, smiled.

"How about...(Y/N)?"

"I love that name." Karen pecked her wife's cheek as she waved the newborns fragile hand.

Some people say, it's just the way you were raised...

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"That's it, good girl!" Karen cooed to her daughter who giggled in her high chair, she ate her first mushed bananas. "Oh! Mommies home!" She smiled as Julia came in the door.

The problem with that...is I had the best, most normal parents anyone could ask for..

"How was work?"

"Good, honey." Julia kissed her wife and knelt beside her to watch their baby.

"Guess what? (Y/N) let me sleep for 2 hours today! Yes she did!" She cooed as she grabbed another spoonful of bananas. "Show mommy what you can do!"

"Yay!" Julia smiled as her daughter ate the bananas, with a giggle after.

"What a perfect baby!" Karen cooed.

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Growing up...I was a happy kid..

"Happy birthday (Y/N)!" (Y/N)'s friend, Kylie, said and handed her the present.

"Thank you!" Julia said for her as (Y/N) grabbed her present and put her tiara on.

Her grandparents, Jack and Garrett, came over with her presents. She hugged as the gave her a kiss on the head.

We were really the picture perfect, all American family...

I was five when I knew I wasn't like my family...

The wedding proceeded as Frank gave his fiancé his ring. The other man smiled at Frank. (Y/N) stood on the other man's, Corgan, side. She looked at Frank's side and saw a very 'cute' boy, who looked back at her.

I knew from the start, I wouldn't grow up like my parents. If I just ignored the way that flower boy made me feel, I could've turned out just like them...

Normal..

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(Y/N) and her friends waked their bikes to Craig's house to play some more. Craig and (Y/N) knew each other since the wedding of Frank and Corgan. They set the bikes down and sat on the grass.

"What do you wanna play now?" (Y/N) asked Kylie

"I don't know, wanna play house? How about, me and (Y/N) be the mommies and you be our 2 sons?" Kylie asked Craig and Tyler.

"No fair!" Tyler said.

"Well..that's what mommies do." Kylie retorted

"Hey, how about we be the Daddies and you do whatever we say?" Craig said with a smile.

"No way." Kylie smiled and looked down, giggling at the idea.

"Hey I have a idea, how about me and Craig be the Mom and Dad and you be our kids?" (Y/N) said, making the other kids look at her.

"That's..really weird.." Kylie said, glaring at her.

"No, it'll be fun!" (Y/N) said, frowning a bit.

"That's really disgusting. What are you, some kind of breeder?" She laughed at (Y/N), who looked down in shame.

"No I'm not!" (Y/N) defended

"Are to." She looked at her friends

"Am not!"

"Are to!"

"Am not!!" (Y/N) screamed

"Are to. C'mon Craig, we don't play with breeders." Kylie said, kicking (Y/N)'s foot.

"And I'm gonna tell everyone, that you're a disgusting breeder." Kylie said as she grabbed Tyler and dragged him to his bike.

I tired really hard, just to be normal after that..

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The bell rang and the teenage (Y/N) watched Craig walk out with Tyler out of the last class. She grabbed her books and ran up to them.

"Hey guys! You did really well in the suicide scene today, it made me cry." (Y/N) smiled.

"Thanks, I thought I did pretty well too." Craig joked and looked at Tyler.

"I wish Kylie's part was Fergo, not mine." (Y/N) joked back and Craig smiled.

"(Y/N) likes boys! (Y/N) likes boys! (Y/N) likes boys!" The taunt made the teen pause in her tracks and frown. Craig frowned as well and tugged at her sleeve.

"Ignore them, let's just go home." Craig pulled her to her bike.

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The teen made it home and sat at the table, ready for dinner. She took a sip of water as her mom, Karen, set her plate down.

"(Y/N)? Did you tell your mom how you got a part in the school play?" Karen smiled and glanced at her wife reading the morning paper with a frown.

"School play? I thought we agreed you were trying out for the school football team?" Her mom put the paper down and took a sip of wine, as she glared at her daughter.

"I didn't make the team.." (Y/N) mumbled, praying her mom, Julia, didn't hear.

"What?" Too late, "After all the coaching I payed for?" Julia looked at her phone.

"I'm sorry, mom, I'm just nod coordinated." (Y/N) looked down.

"But you're coordinated enough to act? Isn't that for boys?" Julia glanced at her son across the table and smiled.

"No, it's for girls too. It's for Romeo and Julio, I'm playing the nurse." (Y/N) smiled at her other mom.

"That's wonderful honey." Karen smiled at her daughter. "Isn't it honey?" Karen looked at her wife who kept silent.

"Did you know Shakespeare wrote it for his duchess of New Hampshire?" (Y/N) stated.  

"Duchess? Shakespeare was...a heterosexual..?" Karen looked at her wife in concern then back at the teen.

"Yeah, well, he loved her so much but he couldn't divorce his husband so he wrote Romeo and Julio to express his love." She smiled at her concerned mother, Karen,.

"Who told you that?" Julia asked irritated.

"Oh, Mr. Thompson." (Y/N) said, sipping her water.

"Oh..who's he?" Julia stabbed her steak a little harsh.

"The drama teacher." (Y/N) smiled again.

"We need to make a call to that teacher." Julia said to her wife who hummed in agreement. "Did you see who moved in down the street?" Julia asked her wife.

"No..?"

"Hetero Couple.." The woman growled

"How do you know?" Karen asked her wife while she was cutting the steak up into pieces for her son.

"I saw them getting out of their car and he put his arm around her and they have a pink and blue flag on their bumper." She laughed at the end.

"Well that is really blatant." Karen laughed. Julia nodded.

"(Y/N), I want you and cooper going around the other way to school." Julia pointed at the teen and her younger brother.

The teen froze and stared at her mom in disbelief, "But that's twice as long."

Julia glared at her daughter, "I don't care. I'm not gonna have you exposed to that perverted lifestyle. Men and women living together. It's a sin it makes me sick just thinking about it. It's just so..revolting." The teen looked at her steak and picked at it.

"Honey, can I get some more bread?" The woman asked so sweetly to her wife.

(Y/N) looked down at her food, knowing that Heterosexualism is neglected throughout her community, Women were married to Women and Men were married to Men, that's what she was told..

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(Y/N) sat next to her mom Karen at church as they listens to the priest, who was a women which their community said they had to have.

"In light of recent events in the Netherlands where Heterosexual marriage is now allowed, hope Joan 7 wants to remind all of you that the church is not changing standards.."

(Y/N) remembered swinging on the swings when Craig came over to the park, looking handsome. He walked over to her and smiled, she smiled and stood also reaching for his hand which he allowed. They hung out and latex in the grass together and they even managed to sneak a kiss after the day was over. (Y/N) smiled to herself as her mom stroked her hair and listened to the priest.

"Apollos reminds us and I quote: 'it is a sin for a man to lust out after a woman. It is an abomination for a woman to lye with a man after the breeding season. Any person harboring a lust for the opposite sex will burn in hell."  (Y/N) looked down and shed a tear at the thought of kissing Craig and holding his hand, she loved him but she didn't want to burn.

"Let us pray." The priest finished as they all stood. (Y/N) stood slowly after glancing at Craig with a doubtful look who just smiled back. That made her calm and they continued to pray.

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(Y/N) attempted to push her self out of the toilet but the other girls hand on her head was to strong, she was running out of breath.

"Admit you're a rouge, rouge!" The girl said as her colleagues giggled.

(Y/N)'s head was taken out and pushed back in, the girl teasing her as if she was letting her up for air. "Joanna! What are you doing in the boys bathroom?! Get out! All of you and get back to class!" Mr. Thompson yelled at Joanna and her friends as they rolled their eyes and left. (Y/N) pulled her head out of the toilet and gasped for air, coughing up some water.

"(Y/N), over here." Mr. Thompson pulled the teen by the arm and put her in the corner. She slowly walked over to the spot and looked up at her teacher. "You know, (Y/N). This school has a zero tolerance for this kinda behavior. Imagine if your mothers saw you holding a boy's hand out in public. I should really call both of your parents but I think this is punishable enough."

"Thank you, sir." (Y/N) sadly smiled at her teacher and moved wet hair out of her face.

"This is just a phase that you're going through. You'll grow out of it." He reassured her.

"Yes, sir." She answered.

He nodded and started walking toward the exit when he turned to the girl again. "You know (Y/N), maybe if you got yourself a girlfriend all this teasing would stop." He said and walked out, (Y/N) slowly nodded.

I really hoped it was just a phase like Mr. Thompson had said but then I remembered how strong Craig's hand felt and what the thought of kissing him did to me and I knew it wasn't a phase... And I hated myself for it..

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"(Y/N) sat at her window and read her script out loud before her phone went off, which was strange cause it was 8:30 at night. She set her script by the window and walked over to her phone. She sat on her bed and pressed her home button. On her screen was a text from her Ex friend, Paula.

'(Y/N) does it with boys!'

The words broke her heart like ice. She shut off her phone and threw it near her pillow only for it to go off again. She glared at it, thinking about if she should answer it or not, maybe it was Craig? She got up and grabbed it, sadly it wasn't Craig. It was Kylie.

'Nobody likes you, (Y/N) Sin!'

(Y/N) looked up at the ceiling, telling herself not to cry until more texts came and her phone blew up with texts from people she doesn't even know. She shut down her phone and continued her script.

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Craig actually texted her to meet him at the auditorium after school, which she was hoping he'd suggest to run away together. She walked in to the auditorium the same time Craig did. She smiled but he seemed upset.

"I-I can't do this anymore." He said, putting his hands in his pockets.

"What? But I-I thought you liked me?" Her heart was hurting at this point.

"I do- did. Look, my brother found out he threatened to tell my parents and they'd kill me if they found out." He looked away.

"No they wouldn't. They love you." She tried convincing him.

"You don't know my dads...my Aunt Sally came out, saying she was Heterosexual and my entire family cut her off." He said, still not looking at her.

"Papa said God hates breeders and they're all gonna burn in hell.." He finished, it was her turn to look away. The teen girl looked at the boy in front of her and a lightbulb went off.

"Well..can I just kiss you one last time?" She looked him in the eyes, he hesitated.

"Please, I don't know when I'm ever going to kiss a boy again." She pleaded.

They started leaning in when they were interrupted by none other that Kylie. "Caught you!" She yelled, catching their attention making them look at her and her colleagues.

They started whispering to one another, most likely about them. (Y/N) looked at the boy in front of her who looked like he was thinking, then a lightbulb.

"What are you doing?!" He backed away from the girl. "Get away from me!"

"Craig.." She said, heart breaking into pieces again.

He turned to Kylie and her friends, "I don't know why she keeps touching me like this I was just trying to be nice to her!" He lied.

He turned to the broken hearted girl, "I hate you, (Y/N) Curtis. Stay away from me." He ordered with a mean look.

"That's the problem, you can't be nice to hetero's. But...you can always teach them a lesson..grab her!" Kylie ordered. Her and her friends ran around the seats on the right side while (Y/N) ran around the right and through the double doors. The teen ran with all her stamina through the courtyard, not looking back, she ran until it came to the gym, where boys basketball was practicing. (Y/N)'s face was cold, from tears sliding down her cheeks and the wind hitting it. She didn't bother to close the door, she ran in and to where the boys were practicing and she was unlucky, the girls were right behind and they brought more people, saying they were going to 'Smear the Queer'. (Y/N) ran into the gym but the girls yelled, "Grab her!" To the basketball team.

The boys turned and (Y/N) froze. She was completely surrounded, the tall one came up to her first. "So this was the little queer that tried to hold my brothers hand.." He said as he examined the girl up and down, looking at her small frame compared to his. Who would be surprised? Xavier has dated every boy in the school except his team.

"He wanted me to.." She defended, trying to lie like Craig.

"No he didn't." He pushed her back a little. "You forced him."

"We saw her kiss him." Kylie smirked, "Just now." Xavier glared at the teenager.

"You fucking breeder.." He mumbled. "Grab her!" His 2 teammates ran to the sides of the teen.

(Y/N) struggled to get away but his was no use, Xavier came over and punched her in the face and to the floor she plummeted.

"You queer.." Kylie said as she kicked the girl. "Smear the Queer! Smear the queer! Smear the queer!" She chanted and the others chanted with her. They kicked her over and over to the point she was crying.

"Do us a favor.." Kylie said as she uncapped a sharpie, "And kill yourself."

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"Ad, yes it's Karen. Yes, (Y/N) didn't come home after school.." (Y/N)'s mom spoke worriedly into the phone as (Y/N) walked up to the door, slowly opening it. Her brother looked at the door and saw his sister with the word 'HETERO' written across her forehead. "(Y/N)?" He said and she made the quite signal. She walked in the door and hoped to close it quietly until her 2nd mom, Julia, noticed.

"(Y/N)?" The teen froze. "(Y/N), want the hell happened to you?" The woman got up and walked to her daughter. (Y/N) turned to her mother who's face was covered in shock. Karen hung up and walked to the teen, "Oh (Y/N).." She said as she put her hand on her cheek.

"Who did this to you?" Julia asked, (Y/N) looked down, not answering. "(Y/N), Who did this to you?" Her mom demanded. "Nobody." Was her response. Her mother became frustrated, "well you didn't do it to yourself now, did you?" She asked sarcastically. "That's enough." Karen demanded.

"Who did this to you? I wanna know right now!" Julia demanded. "Paula..Synder..Andrew..Angelise..Kylie, Mary, Loren and Joseph." She sobbed.

"Alright then, uh, march yourself upstairs." Julia ordered. The teen looked at her mom, "March upstairs and get yourself cleaned up." She said again.

(Y/N) stood up and walked upstairs, "And you're starting karate lessons tomorrow!" She yelled after her, "Please-" her wife was cut off. "No, I will not have my kid get beat up everyday." Julia walked away.

(Y/N) walked into her room, slammed the door, and crawled into bed but nothing can block out the argument her mothers were having. Julia was blaming Karen on how it was her fault for her child to be this way. "I will not have a breeder grow up in this home!" Julia yelled

"Do you think I wanted her to be a breeder?!" Karen yelled at her spouse

"I don't even know what's going on with her!" Julia yelled back.

"Why don't we just move?!" Karen yelled

"Oh, why don't we just move?! Cause the same things is going to happen in the next town and then the next! And so on!!" Julia was mad "I just wanted a normal child!"

Next thing, a brick was thrown through (Y/N)'s window "Die Breeder! We're watching you!" Was heard outside.

"Cooper is going to get beat up if we stay here! Cooper is going to get beat up too!!" Julia yelled, (Y/N) sobbed quietly as she looked at her brother who was asleep on the couch. She got up and quietly walked to the restroom. She turned on the water and put the plug in so the water would fill. As it did that, (Y/N) looked at herself in the mirror, all beat up and the black words 'HETERO' written across her head.

On the outside, her mother Karen walked to the locked door to try and soothe the breaking teen, but you couldn't fix broken, and she was broken at this point. She knocked, "(Y/N).." She called, a year ran down the teens cheek.

All the memories ran through her head, The teasing, the kisses, the betrayal, the bullying, her parents disappointed, etc. it all flowed like a river as the tub filled up.

Why does everyone hate me?

She clawed the edge of the sink, all the bad memories were hurting her, her mom stood outside, worried. "(Y/N), open up, honey." She called as she knocked again. (Y/N) ignored as she opened the cupboard then closed it, looking at herself again.

Maybe there's a hetero Heaven..

"(Y/N).." Her mom was trying to open with force now.

(Y/N) took some of the running water and rubbed her forehead, smearing the black all over. She cried loudly, her mom had a sickening feeling in her stomach that she hated. She pushed on the door. (Y/N) pulled out everything in the cupboard until she found something sharp. She took off her socks and stepped into the tub as she used some of the filling water to continue washing her forehead. She rolled up each of her sleeves as she held the sharp plastic.

Her mom outside was pushing the door and eventually called for her wife to come help her, "Julia! She won't open the door!!" "Give her some privacy!" "She's crying!! I fear something!! Help!" Julia ran up the stairs to her wife.

(Y/N) aligned the object with her wrist and started cutting downwards. The blood dripping in the water, already changing the color like food coloring. The memories still came and she had no control over the object, her muscles were involuntary at the moment. Her mother's started ramming the door in an attempt to break the door but (Y/N) was already fading in her blood bath. The slammed and cried outside the door as Julia struggled to put the key in the lock, (Y/N) fell into the water and her body floated. Her mother opened the door and they were frightened by the sight.

"Oh my god!!" Karen yelled as she reached in the bloody water and held her hand as Julia called 911.

"I'm so sorry (Y/N)!" Her mom called as (Y/N) closed her eyes from under water, she was leaving. This time, Craig has to feel guilty, she was free..

[A/N]: Holy shit that was depressing and so long! Hope I made you cry and please never do this, it'll make me so very sad. Watch the video if you an handle it, I think my thumbs are gonna fall off XD. Anyway, Vote and Comment if you enjoyed and I'll see ya later!! Bye!! Word count: 3,730
~Claw😎