It's unsettling how everything can change in a moment.

Beautiful torture infinitely circling my mind. I don't remember it like it were yesterday, I remember it like it were seconds ago.

I beg you'll forgive me, Harriet. I know I promised you I would be okay.

Everything either happened at once or it had always been there and I had failed to notice it. The way I loved you. That ember I thought was dying out had since occurred to me to be a roaring flame.

Harriet, the girl who glowed with softness and clarity. Perfect, in every way.

I can't believe you're gone.