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Jin and Jimin bumped into each other which caused the ceramic pot slip from Jin's hand , pouring the hot contents onto Jimin who screamed in pain .

" AHHHHHHHHHH....................." , Jimin wailed due to the tremendous burning sensation caused by the hot soup which fell on his legs .

His legs were reddish and blood was oozing from some parts of his legs since the broken pieces of ceramics struck his bare legs . Yes . Jimin was wearing his shorts and tshirt which made him vulnerable at the situation. He was practically writhing in pain . Both of them had fallen to the ground due to the impact.

" JIMINAHH .......... " , Jin shouted and crawled to his side ignoring the stings of the sharp ceramics and hotness of the food . Somehow , every member except for Jungkook , who was still in the studio practicing his vocals , came rushing to the room .

On seeing the sight , Yoongi's blood boiled as anger rushed through his veins . He somehow figured out what happened and was fuming at SeokJin for being careless .

He went up to them and yanked Jin away from Jimin and picked up the smaller man with the help of Hoseok and rushed towards the bathroom . All the while Jimin kept mumbling it hurts through his cries .

Taehyung followed them to the bathroom while Namjoon made a call to their personal doctor to arrive immediately , explaining the emergency situation .

Seokjin got up with a great difficulty from the floor after slipping multiple times . He grabbed the dining table , this time being careful not to break it , and steadied himself .

He ignored the stinging pain , burning sensation and the blood dripping from his hands and knees and went to the bathroom to check on Jimin . The sight of Jimin silently crying while sitting in the cold bath tub broke his heart into pieces .

" Jiminie , Hyung is so sorry , I didn't notice you coming up , are you ok ? " , Jin softly asked him , his voice cracking in between cause of the guilt building inside him .

To his surprise , everyone ignored him including Jimin who was still crying , looking in the opposite direction from where Jin was standing . Jin became so hurt after seeing their reactions.

For God's sake , they are his babies whom he raised . They are his babies whom he fed when they took their diet to extreme . They are his babies who were standing in a pool of success after he brought them out of depression . They are his babies whom he brought up when he himself was on his tough times .

They were his pillar , lifeline , strength , weakness and all . They were his everything . Seeing them hurt literally breaks him . Seeing them cry ticks him . Seeing them suffer hurts him . Seeing them ill pangs his heart .

Seeing them ignore him feels like the grown up children who ignores their father . Jin gulped down the lump formed in his throat and was about to say something when Yoongi interrupted with his dangerously deep tone .

" Are you happy now ? " ( stream Happy guys ;⁠))

Jin blinked and looked at him in confusion, clearly not understanding what he meant .

" You must be , after all you were jealous of us . Jealous of our singing , rapping , dancing and God knows how many things . Tell me !! You did this on purpose because you were mad at them for not talking to you right " , Yoongi who was clouded with a storm of anger voiced out those words without thinking twice .

But did he regret it ? No . Not yet .

Jin's heart hung heavy on his words . He never ever felt an ounce of envy towards his members all through the years . All he felt was proudness whenever they excel . With a shaky voice , he croaked out

" Yoongi , you know I will neve-- "

" SHUT UP !! I don't want any excuses from you . Maybe I took a wrong decision by defending you from my dongsaengs when you were slacking off . You do no good to this group . You never compose or produce songs , you never help in writing lyrics , nothing . I guess this group will soar more high even without you Jin !! "

Jin nearly sobbed at the last words of Yoongi . He bit his lip and looked down the floor to hide his trembling lips and unshed tears . Is he really useless in the group ? Is this what every member thinks about him ? The only reason that he couldn't participate in all those things was because he was never given an opportunity to do those things . Nobody dared to speak a single word until Taehyung broke the silence .

" Yoongi hyung is right " , everybody looked at him including Jin who looked at thim with his glassy almond eyes and slightly quivering lips . Now , Jin felt really scared about Tae's next words . He didn't have that mental strength to weigh their accusations .

" SeokJin had become lethargic these days . He has completely changed from what he was before . He never hangs out with us . He never plays outdoor games with us . He even cancelled some of the Run BTS shoots and replaced it with some boring board games . He started to take too many breaks between dance practices . He became too high pitched in vocals which causes us to miss the melody .

He became too lazy to do anything . When we did our best he might have envied and he tried to ruin it . It started off with him messing up our come back stage . Hobi hyung's mixtape was disapproved because of him . Now, he managed to hurt Jimin .

Who are going to hurt next . Jungkook ? " , Taehyung asked him firmly raging with fury . His hand shook due to anger radiating through his body . Seeing Jimin cry in pain and agony made him so frustrated that he spat those harsh words to his hyung without thinking .

Jin had crushed nad crumbled under those words . He never wanted to hurt anyone in his whole life . Everyone in this dorm knows this but they were currently blinded by the anger . Jin wanted to explain , to ask forgiveness from them and reveal his secrets which were buried deep with in . Shakingly , he stuttered out ,

" Please , e-everyone , l-listen to m-me , I-i am s-so so-rry . Actually, I-I a-am -"

" DON'T EVER CLAIM THAT YOU ARE SICK WHEN IN REAL YOU ARE FINE . Stop with this stupidity Jin . I can't believe if this disorder even exists . You are finding a way to run away from your duties . Just leave this group already if you don't have anything good to do here !! " , Yoongi yelled at Jin and stormed out of the bathroom not before shoving Jin out of his way . Taehyung followed him right behind him .

Meanwhile , Hoseok scrunched his face in confusion when Yoongi mentioned the word ' sick ' and ' disorder ' . When he grabbed on what the older meant he slowly turned to look at Jin .

That's when he cursed himself under his breath . How could he miss it when Jin's appearance alone screams that something is wrong with him .

Jin looked different from before , both in good and bad way . How could none of them notice this ? He clearly looked pale like paper that Hoseok could see the greenish blue veins in his arms while standing from distance . Nevertheless, he looked etheral than before . Hoseok showed slight concern when he noticed how Jin was standing like he was about to collapse .

He also noticed how skinny the older had become and the bags under his eyes was so prominent . Hobi nearly gasped when he saw the burn marks grazing on the side of his arm and the cuts in his palm .

Hobi would be lying if he said that he didn't get hurt when he saw his eldest hyung's broken silhoutte and Jin was crying ? Obviously, his tears were falling into his face but he stayed with stoic expression.

He really need to have a talk to Yoongi about SeokJin .

Namjoon was about to speak something to Jin but was interrupted by the sound of their personal doctor who just arrived to attend to them .

Namjoon explained the situation to him and they transferred Jimin to his bedroom situated at the 1st floor of their dorms for treating his wounds .

This left Jin alone in the cold bathroom who was swimming in a pool of doubts , insecurity , fear , anguish . He slid down to the floor and wiped his tears . He can hear someone explaining the previous incident in the phone , more exactly to Jungkook .

They have informed Jungkook . Great . Jungkook will either be shouting how useless is Jin to group or he will be ignoring him like others . Jin can't handle both of the situation, he will cry hard openly if the maknae did this to him .

It's pointless trying to explain them . Yoongi didn't believe him from the starting . How would others believe it ? He chose to conceal those secrets again and bury it deep down.

Everything is difficult to handle .

Everything had become tough .

He wanted to live like before , like he had no ends , always happy and cheerful .

He doesn't want to end up like this . Why can't he stay happy with his members ?

Why is life so cruel for him ?

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