LANA'S POV

It's been a week.

Jimin was leaving today.

I felt super sad but I couldn't do anything.

"Hoseok is going to drop you off at the airport." Namjoon tells Jimin hanging him an envelope. "These are papers the other mafia leaders will ask you for. It's about the business we have going on."

"Jimin, Why can't you take one of them with you?" I asked.

"Because I need all of them to watch over you and the house." He says cupping my face. "I'm going to be fine I promise."

"Please call us when you can." -lanie

"Can you FaceTime me and mommy?" J asked grabbing onto my leg.

Jimin got on his knee and ruffled his hair. "Of course baby."

"The house is going to be quiet without you," Minji pouts. "I'm going to miss your yelling."

"I'm only gonna be gone for 2 weeks minji. Plus I already told your mom to beat your ass if you misbehave."  Jimin says gettin to his feet

"Hurry up before it gets late jimin." -hoseok

"Wait," I grab jimin and hug him tight. "I'm going to miss you."

He pecks my lips and then my forehead. "I'll call you every night."

I nod and watch him grab his suitcase.

"Bye." We wave at him and he waved back before getting in the car.

Tears were forming in my eyes.

He barely left and I'm already sad.

"How long is his flight?" Lanie asked Namjoon

"Like 12 or 13 hours."

"Does dad have a private plane?" -Minji

"Yeah." -Namjoon

"Is Hyung coming back noona?" Eunwoo asks looking at me.

I nod cupping his face. "Of course."

"Mommy when is papa coming to visit me?" J asked sitting next to me.

J met my dad through FaceTime yesterday. He loved him so much he didn't want to hang up at all.

"Papa is working I'm sure he'll come soon."

"Can you please make me cupcakes?" He asked tapping my shoulder.

"Cupcakes?"

"Yes the small cakes mom." -j

"Hey buddy stop bugging your mom." Taehyung said entering the kitchen.

I sighed looking at J and then at Taehyung. "It's okay We can do cupcakes. If it's going to help me distract my mind I'll do them."

"Can we also do brownies?" -J

"Thats too much junk for you choose one."

"Brownies." -j

"Okay."

I grab the mixture and began doing them. Jin joined but instead he was doing cupcakes. Namjoon scolded him for making too much sweets for J but Jin being the oldest didn't care.

We all started decorating our cupcakes.

Hoseok passed and rubbed frosting on hyuna's nose and my cheek.

J laughed and booped my nose with frosting.

Minji squealed and shoved a whole cupcake on J's face making him angry.

He grabbed some with his hand and aimed it at her hair.

We were all having so much fun that hours had passed.

The maids ended up cleaning up the kitchen even after I told them I was going to do it.

We all washed up and went to sleep.

I didn't want to sleep. I was still waiting for a phone call from jimin.

I would've been sleeping alone right now but J badly wanted to sleep with me.

He was already drooling.

My eyes were closing but I didn't want to fall asleep.

I kept glancing at my phone waiting for that phone call. I kept telling myself he was going to call.

When I can no longer take it I fall asleep.

When I woke up there still wasn't a phone call.

Maybe he forgot but jimin isn't the type to forget things fast. His memory is amazing.

I called him a few times but his phone would sent me straight to voice mail I left a few messages instead hoping he would answer soon.

Everybody had gone out. J left with some of the guys to an amusement park. Lanie and Minji went with them. The only ones home was Namjoon, jin and me.

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It had been 2 hours since I called.

I couldn't take it anymore. I felt myself going crazy.

I finally left the bed and I ran downstairs to see everybody sitting in the couch.

Why are they here? They usually come late.

"I was just about to call you." -jin

"i called you guys to come home early because there's something I need to say." Namjoon said. His eyes were glossy and red. Almost like he was crying.

"What?" Jungkook asked.

Jin bit his lip and I saw tears form in his eyes. "J-jimin's-" his voice crack and tears rolled down his cheeks.

"Jimin's what?" I was afraid of his next words. My heart broke. It's like it knew what this was about.

"Jimin's plane went down last night." Namjoon said.

I felt weak. My surroundings were spinning. An ugly feeling took over my body and I bursted out crying.

"What? How do you know?" Lanie cried.

"We got a phone call." -Namjoon

"How long have you been knowing!"

"We just found out an hour ago." -Namjoon

"What if he's not dead?" I say looking at him crying my eyes out. "What if he survived?"

"The plane burned up and it exploded when it touched the ground. Nobody survived." -Jin

"Daddy isn't coming back?" J asked with glossy eyes.

My heart broke. My poor little baby.

I tried to walk to him but I stumbled to the side and everything was going black.

"Lana!" Someone yells and that was everything I remembered.

When I woke up I was in a dark room. It was my room.

Was this a dream?

I wanted to think that so bad but the anxiety pills next to my bed had confirmed that It wasn't a dream and I had just lost the love of my life.

I turn to my side where jimin usually sleeps. I stretch an arm out and when I feel I nothing but coldness my heart breaks and I cry louder than ever.

Never in my life I imagined myself without him. I was never prepared for a moment like this.

Jimin would always tell me he was going to be there for everything.

He taught me many things but he never taught me how to live life without him.