Jimin's pov

It's been a week. Everything feels different without her. I felt an emptiness. It crushed me every time I thought about her.

I know lanie hates me. She doesn't speak to any of us she just gives us short answers. She's been going out to take eunwoo to places cause she's trying to distract him from what is happening around us.

Minji cries and cries so much. She built up an anxiety disorder just like the one lana had.
She comes into my room at 1 in the morning and slides under my bedsheets to tell me how lonely she feels. I hug her and tell her that her mom will be back soon to not lose faith But it doesn't help. She cried more. When Hyuna and Lisa came back and found out what went on they took Her out to cheer her up.

Lana, well my beautiful precious Lana,  has been in a coma for a week. Jin said the chances of her loosing her memory are pretty high. That broke me. I felt every single piece of me break into tiny pieces. The news hit Minji really hard.  That's when she started shaking uncontrollably with fear. Lanie locked herself in a room with eunwoo and didn't come out. She treated him like a son.

Jungkook and yoongi made an investigation and the people who attacked us were part of the cartel I attacked. Yoongi was convinced that they were all dead but that wasn't going to stop me from letting my guard down again.

Everything felt like a huge mess. I didn't know how to stay sane anymore.

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Lanie's pov

I dress Eunwoo in a big comfy coat to cover him from the snow that randomly started pouring outside. He looks at me with the biggest smile and calls me mom. I stop and stare at him confused. His smile fades. His eye get shiny and I assumed my reaction made him feel bad. "Hey hey don't get sad you can call me mom." I told him patting his head.

"Is kookie coming to buy mochi with us?" -eunwoo

"No, kookie is busy and I want it to be just us prince."

He smiles and grabs onto my hand.

"Hey wait let me take a picture and send it to your mom. I'm sure she misses you a lot."

"Will she ever come back For me noona?"

"Of course she'll come back. She's your mom she loves you."

He Stays quiet and looks away. I got a little worried and went on my knees to be closer to his face.

"What's wrong? Did your mom do something to you? Did she tell you anything she wasn't supposed to?"

"No. She just never tells me she loves me." -eunwoo

I felt bad so I hugged him tight. "Y/n loves you. believe me."

"what if mommy doesn't?" -eunwoo

"Hey dont say that. Even if she didn't, you have me, jungkook, Minji, And the rest. I love you. I know I'm not y/n but just know I love you like if you were mine. I'll love to have a kid like you someday."

I felt his small arms wrap around my neck. He mumbles an I love you and I sigh in relief.

"Let's go before it gets late."

I hold onto his hand and walk downstairs. The things Eunwoo told me gave me a weird feeling that was eating me up. Why would a 3 year old think like that?

"Where are you going?" -Dad

"Somewhere to distract my head."

"With Eunwoo?" -jungkook

I nod and make my way to Minji who's in the couch cuddling Yeontan. "How are you holding up?" I ask. She looks up and smiles weakly, "I'm okay." I lean down and kiss her forehead.

"She'll get better." I whisper.

I turn to look at Eunwoo and he's in hobi's arms playing with his cheeks.

I signal him with my hand a 'come here' and he gets off his arms and runs to me. He holds on to my leg tightly and looks up at me while everyone looks at him and back at me.

"You both are getting along so well." -Namjoon

"Yeah, noona told me she loves me. I'm happy, super super happy." -eunwoo

"Aren't you going to give your uncle a kiss?" Jungkook asked him smiling. Eunwoo lets go of my leg and hugs him and pecks his cheek.

"Bye don't want noona to get mad."

I grabbed him and made my way to the door. His little smooth hand is holding onto my finger tight. We're walking pass an alley and all you can hear is eunwoo singing "For you" by Gavin James.

I slow down my step and almost tear up. I hated that song. The sad beat reminded me of mom and the situation we were in. A tear leaves my eyes and falls on eunwoo's forehead.

"Noona it's going to rain"

I laugh a little. "You think so?" He nods.

We made it to the mochi place and he picks out his favorite ones.

"Eunwoo do you want to eat this in the park with me?"

He jumps in excitement. "Yes! Yes! Yes!"

"Let's race who ever makes it there first, wins!"

He ran and I was slowing my pace on purpose to let him win. We sat on a bench and i give him a small pout "Oww man I lost."

"Is okay" he says feeding me a mochi. Once he was done he ran to the swing and I sat in the bench staring at him.

I felt a hand on my shoulder. "You'll make a good mom" the person says with a really soft voice. I look up to see who it was giving a small smile. "Thanks kookie."

"How are you doing? You've been ignoring me. You usually say bye to everyone before you leave the house but now you don't even look at us." -jk

"I'm sorry it's been a tuff week for me. I don't know what to do anymore." I tell him with tears forming again. "I've been trying to go out a lot to distract myself. Eunwoo is really good at helping people forget."

He sits next to me and chuckles looking at the swing where Eunwoo is. "Stop isolating yourself from us. We just want to help you. I know you're hurting but so is Minji and your dad. They need you as much as you need them." He pauses and breathes deep, "You know Minji's anxiety isn't getting any better. Jin thinks she should go somewhere better where they can help her treat it good."

He finally turns his head and looks at me. I stare at him and finally let my tears out. He notices and as soon as he places a hand on my cheek I burst out crying more. "Jungkook I don't know what to do. I don't know how to comfort Minji nor dad. I just want her back. I just want mom back. I miss her. I don't want her to wake up and not remember who i am. That breaks me. It kills me just by thinking about it"

"Hey stop crying liking this you're hurting me. I hate seeing you cry." -jk

His wiping all my tears but they keep coming out. "Let's pray for her to get better. Your mom is strong I know she'll wake up from that bed and remember you. You're her first born you don't know the excitement she had when she found out she was pregnant of you. She was full of positivity that I was so attached to her during the whole pregnancy. I was starting to I feel like I was going to have a baby too." He says showing his bunny smile.

I laughed and wiped my tears away.

"I'll do anything to see you happy lanie. I'll give my life for you. If I have to switch places with your mom I will. Anything just so you can smile." -jk

"You being in that bed wouldn't make me smile Jeon. You're my boyfriend and I would be so sad if I seen the love of my life like that."

I grab his hand and squish it "I rather not see anybody I love like that. I just want this to be over." He cups my face and kisses me. "Don't lose hope. Hobi hyung would be so sad if you did." He says between our kiss. I smile a little and finally kiss him back.

"HEY YOU WHY YOU TOUCHING MY MOMMY LIKE THAT" Eunwoo yells throwing a snowball at jungkook.

"Hey little one it's just me." -jk

"Oh. Sowwy. Thought you were stealing her." -eunwoo

I start to laugh and eunwoo crawls on my lap.

"So shes your mom now?" Jk asks him

Eunwoo nods and hugs me leaning his head on my breast. "She loves me and only me."

"Well I'm jealous." -jk

"Kookie his just a kid."

"Okay so. He's leaning on my favorite pillows." -jk

Eunwoo pushes himself back a little and looks at my boobs. "Noona this is squishy." He says pointing. "I want to sleep here."

Jungkook stares at me in disbelief. I shrug my shoulders and hold his hand bringing it to my lips to kiss it. "He's just a child."

"Look there's cotton candy over there Eunwoo! Do you want some?" Jungkook yelled

Eunwoo lets go and jumps in excitement. "Yes! Noona can we please buy some?!"

"Yeah"

He ran fast to the stand and I look at kookie with a smile plastered on my face. "I see what you did there."

"I didn't do anything." -jk

"You distracted him with food to get him off me."

"No........maybe." -jk

"I want a pink one! Uncle Jin loves pink so I want it pink!" -eunwoo

Jk grabbed a pink one and gave it to him.

We were holding hands as we made our way home. Eunwoo was like 6 steps ahead of us eating his cotton candy. Jungkook would kiss my forehead or my hand every 5 seconds.

"Jungkook.....can I tell you something?"

"Yeah you can tell me anything" -jk

"Y/n has never told Eunwoo she loves him."

Jungkook stops walking and looks down at me with no expression.

"Are you serious?" -jk

"Yes, that's why he's so happy that I told him I loved him after he called me mom."

"What type of mom is she?!" -jk

"I don't know."

"That bitch" he mutters.

"Hey she's your sister don't talk about her like that."

"I barely even know her lanie." -jk

"Still. That isn't a good reason to bad mouth her."

"I didn't bad mouth I just called her a bitch." -jk

"That is-" "lanie don't argue with me about this. Y/n is gonna get it when she gets home."

"What are you going to do?"

"Slap her." -jk

My eyes go wide and he laughs. "Just kidding I'm just going to knock sense into her but woah You should've seen your face you looked funny. Do you really think I'll lay my hands on a girl?"

"No."

"The only time I'll ever lay my hands on one is if they disrespect you." -jk

"Hey don't ever."

"Fine the only time I'll lay my hands on a girl will be when I touch all over you." -jk

"Don't be gross! Eunwoo will hear you." I say smacking him.

"Oww. His like a billion steps away no he won't." -jk

"Just shut up, oh wait look we're here already."

"Yeah perfect timing. It's starting to snow again." -jk

Jungkook lean in to kiss me one last time before we walking in and all of a sudden a snowball comes flying to his face.

I crack up and jungkook angrily glares at the person who threw it.

"Don't touch her!" -eunwoo

"Eunwoo you just did the biggest mistake of your life." -jk

"Babe please go gentle on him."

"Nah uh. This boy is gonna pay" he says running behind the small kid.

"Noona help!! Kookie wants to put me inside a shnowman!!!" -eunwoo

"Jungkook leave the poor kid alone!"

"Ahhh help!" -eunwoo

Minji walked out holding a bag of carrots. "What's going on?"

"It's just jungkook and eunwoo having a snowball fight."

"Do you want to build a snowman?" -Minji

"Of course." I smile

After we finished she placed a carrot on his face and out of no where we both felt a pile of snow land on our faces. I quickly removed it only to see Dad smiling at us with the most evil face.

"Oh did you just do what I think you did?"

He nods. Minji stands up from the snow angry. "Game on dad!" And we start throwing him snowballs. Yoongi walks out and glared at us
"You guys are acting like little ki-" and bam a snowball lands on his face.

"WHO THE HELL THREW THAT?" -yoongi

Minji laughs.

"IT WAS YOU HUH?" -yoongi

"No it was me." -Dad

"JIMIN I SWEAR TO GOD IMMA KILL YOU." Yoongi yells throwing a snowball at him

Jhope comes out looking around with eyes half open. "What's all this yelling? I'm trying to sl-"

"wakey wakey" yoongi says throwing him a snowball.

Jhope's eyes went wide. "I'm so gonna get you."

Minutes later, jungkook dragged everyone outside and we all spent our evening having a big snowball fight.

"I love you guys. Did you guys know that?" -jimin

"Yeah." We all said unison

"I love every single one of you. Even eunwoo although I barely met him. He's so cute." -taehyung

"Agreed." -jhope

"So should i make some hot chocolate?" -Jin

"Yeah" we all said again