Broken


Lana's pov

"Lana I have to ask you something" -Namjoon

"Yes?" -Lana

"I want you to ex-"

My phone started to ring so loud it cut Namjoon off. "Joon im sorry I need to answer this"

I ran outside and quickly answered the phone.

Lana: Dad?

Dad: hey Lana I'm sorry I haven't reached out how's everything?

Lana: it's fine everything's good

Dad: I'm so sorry for leaving you at your boyfriends house I felt like you having some company would be better than staying home by yourself and plus this animals have gotten out of control I'm scared one day they'll show up to the house.

Lana: you don't have to apologize I totally understand dad I'm safe here with Jimin you should go do your work I promise nothing will happen to me.

Dad: I know I'm glad he's around please thank him for me.

Lana: I will

Dad: I have to go now please take care of yourself and call me if you need anything.

Lana: Goodbye Dad you take care of yourself too I love you.

Dad: I love you too bye.

This is the first time I've been far from dad. I missed him so much I wanted to cry so bad but I couldn't right now, I was with the boys and I cant let them see me like this.

"I'm sorry my dad called but what were you gonna ask?"

"Nothing" -Namjoon

"Namjoon ask" -jimin

"It was nothing" -Namjoon

Ever since Namjoon told me his ability I've been avoiding eye contact with him I'm scared
One day he's gonna see rose in a vision.

"Jimin you still need to tell me what you promised" -Lana

"It's still early it can wait" -jimin

For some reason I was starting to get angry. Jimin knows me so well and I feel like I know nothing about him.

"why do I feel like you me so well and I know nothing about you?" I asked irritated

"Fine Lana Fine you have to promise me you won't leave me or be mad" -jimin

He started holding my hands and that can only meant what he was about to tell me was really bad.

I slowly nodded and he yelled "PROMISE ME"

"I promise" -Lana

"Do you guys want some privacy?" -tae

"Yea-" -jimin

"No start talking"-Lana

"Well along time ago Jackson was my business partner. He sold me drugs and I sold him drugs, but one day he didn't deliver the drugs to me, he made me pick them up in a boat that had barely came from Seattle with new shit for the business. Once I got there I saw guys I never seen before and realized it was a trap to kill me." He says looking at me and then around the boys nervously.

The guys looked at me anxiously and I was starting to become nervous.

"Jackson obviously didn't know I was a vampire so his bullets weren't affecting me. I came home pissed and made hoseok track his girlfriend down so I can kill her as revenge. After I found her I tortured her in the meanest way and made hoseok throw her body at his doorsteps" -Jimin

My body started to shake so much i gave a few steps back to get away from Him. I felt nothing but fear at the moment and I'm so fucken sure Tae is feeling me right now cause he hasn't moved his eyes away from me.

"And W-What happened to your ex girlfriend?" I asked anxiously

"When she found out I was a Mafia boss she wanted to leave me but I loved her too much to let her go I know she was a gold digger and everything But I was in love, she begged me and cried to me to let her go but I ignored her and kept her here because it was the safetiest place for her but there was a day she escaped and Jackson found her and tortured her too." -Jimin

I quickly turned around giving him my back and brushed my hair back with both of my hands as tears fell from my eyes.

"Lana" jimin whispered trying to back hug me.

"Don't touch me" I said pushing him away

"You promised you wouldn't get mad"

"H-how am I supposed to feel then? You killed an innocent girl Jimin. What kind of monster are you?"

He stood there and gave me a face with no expressions while I glared at him with a broken face.

"Who was your ex?"

"A girl named Yoora" -jimin

"And who was Jackson's girlfriend?"

"Rose" -Jimin

Why does it feel like My heart just stopped?
I felt everything inside turn stiff.

"Please please don't tell me it's my rose." I repeated in my head.

I looked at him straight in the eyes and this time I wasn't hiding my fear at all everybody in this room could've tell how frighten I was of jimin at the moment.

"W-what's her full name?"

"Min rose" -Jimin

My rose my beautiful rose.

I felt like my world came to an end.  Everything around me felt like it was in slow motion.

I couldn't stop this tears from falling out. I-I don't know how ima be able to live under the same roof as Jimin. I don't know how to feel anymore I can only  feel hatred all over me but I also feel weakness. I'm so in love with him I won't be able to get away from him. Why did things have to be this way? Why did you have to be a monster?

"Lana" Jimin's sweet voice took me out of my thoughts

I looked at him in anger and Slapped him

"Lana What the fuck?" he said looking at me confused

"You y-you killed my sister!"

Bangtan looked at each other confused and shocked.

"Rose was your sister?" -Tae

"Yes she had nothing to do with this!" I sobbed.

"Lana I'm sorry I didn't know" jimin said reaching out to hug me

"Get away don't ever in your life touch me again!"

"Hyung please listen to her" -jungkook

Jimin backed away with tears in his eyes and Tae grabbed me and took me to the couch

"Hey look at me I can tell your really stressed and sad right now you need to sleep" -tae

"No tae I can't I don't wanna spend another day here anymore please let me go"

"I can't you promised Jimin you wouldn't leave" -tae

"B-but he killed my sister!"

"Look at me" -tae

I looked at him and suddenly I felt so calm and sleepy.

Tae why do you do this?

"Shh goodnight" was the last thing I heard before shutting my eyes.

Jimin's pov

I don't cry for girls but here I am. All cause I don't want Lana to leave. I'm so in love with her I can't watch her go just like that. I know I messed up really bad I had no idea Rosé and her were related.

I wish I never told her the truth I wish I can just go back in time and change everything.

"Fuck" I yelled

"Calm down we'll talk this out with her" -Jin

"No wonder Lana's name sounded so familiar from the beginning all this time she was rose's sister" -Namjoon

"I don't think Lana is gonna be able to talk to you Jimin" -Jungkook

"There's a 35% chance she will and a 65% chance she won't cause her emotions were mixed once you told her but I mostly felt a lot of hate" -tae

"Just give her time to think this out" -yoongi

"You should at least go out and stay away from her for a while, give her space" -hobi

9 hours later >>

Lana's pov
5:05 AM

I woke up in a room that wasn't mine and Jimin's.

I couldn't go back to sleep I couldn't get his words out of my head. I couldn't accept the fact that Jimin is my sister's killer.

I know I promised I wouldn't leave or get mad but this isn't something I can keep.

I feel so broken and sad that at this point I don't care about living or dying. Me coming to this house was a mistake.

Me falling in love with Jimin was a huge mistake I should've stayed away once I knew he was in the Mafia. I fucked up.

I heard vampires don't sleep but bangtan does. They use some weird ass sleeping pills and I need to look for them right now cause I don't wanna be up the whole day seeing Jimin.

I left the bed and quietly made my way downstairs. I started searching in every cabinet for them but I couldn't find anything so I gave up and came back to bed. I laid on my left side and looked outside the window for what it seemed hours thinking about everything.

Jungkook's pov

I couldn't get enough sleep last night cause I was so worried about Lana.

"Jungkook." Tae says knocking on my door. He opened the door and looked a me. "do you want to go check up on Lana?"

"Yes" I squealed and quickly got up

We made our way to the guest room and opened the door to see Lana's whole body facing the window and her back was facing us making it hard to tell if she was awake or not.

"Ima go check if she's awake" tae whispered before walking towards her

"What do you guys want?" -Lana

Her voice was low and it sounded broken.

"We just came to check up on you" -jk

"dont worry about me get out" -Lana

It was killing me inside seeing her hurt. I know damn well jimin feels worse than me, I'm pretty sure this is all breaking us.

Tae looked at me with shiny eyes and looked back at Lana who still wasn't facing us

"Lana can we please stay and give you company" -jungkook

"I said get out I really don't want to see any of you guys right now." -Lana

Tae never cries but Lana's words were getting to him.

His voice cracked when he said "let's go" and it made Lana sit up to look at him cause even she knows Tae doesn't cry.

Tae looked down to not make eye contact with her and just by looking at her restless little face I wanted to cry so hard, I felt my eyes get watery and it made my whole vision blurry. I turned around and pulled tae while heading to the door.

Once I touched the door knob we heard Lana burst out into tears and me and tae didn't hold it in either, we started to cry right after her. Tae quickly left my side and ran to hug her "I'm sorry Lana I didn't take part of any of this but it still hurts me seeing you like this" he said sobbing.

Lana Hugged him tight and started to run her fingers through his hair, I just looked away and started to walk out but stopped when a soft voice called my name

I went to it and was immediately hugged tightly by a crying Lana.

"I'm sorry" -jk

"Don't say anything" -Lana

"We could've protected her but we didn't" -tae

"Tae please" -Lana

"I'm doing this because I'm leaving this house I can't stay here anymore and please don't try to stop me" she said wiping tears off our cheeks

"Give him another chance we'll help him change" -jk

"He can change and be someone else but this pain in my heart will never go away" -Lana

"Lana" Tae says. "I lost my little sister when she was 16 so I can feel your pain, you remind me of her so much that's why I can't stand seeing you like this" -tae

Lana's pov

I wiped my tears and asked him what happened to her.

"She was killed by a man on her way home from school" -tae

"Only jungkook knows cause me and him are close" -tae

"I'm so sorry for your loss"

"Thank you" -tae

"Did you guys find the guy who did it?" -Lana

"No but I saw him run off with a knife when I was gonna go for her"-tae

"Did you go behind him? What did you do to him?" -Lana

"I threw a pocket knife and it cut the side of his left arm that was the only thing I did cause I  had to grab my sister and run to the nearest hospital but it was late she didn't make it. Every night I left my house to look for him but I ended up hearing that he moved to Mexico" -tae

"What a bastard he deserves all the pain in this world" -Lana

"He really does" -jungkook

"Well you guys should head out so I can change" -Lana

"Lana please stay" -jungkook

I didn't want to I really didn't but for them I'll think about it

"I'll think about it" -Lana

"Promise?" he asked putting his pinky out

"I promise" i replied intertwining our fingers

"thank you" -jk

"Come get out the bed and let's eat breakfast" -tae

I gave a small smile and put on my slippers. I didn't even end up changing.

"So what are we eating?" I asked while heading down with them

"You're the one who eats food here you pick" -jungkook

"I want pancakes" -Lana

"Then pancakes it is" -tae

Jin came out of his room and froze when he saw me.

"Lana" -Jin

"You don't have to say anything to me" -Lana

He sighed and pulled me into a tight hug.

"So what does my child want to eat?" -Jin

"Pancakes" -Lana

"You got it" -Jin

We all sat in the table and yoongi joined us. I didn't really communicate with him cause I had a feeling he didnt like me.

Everything stood silent until Jin started saying his jokes.

"Oh no don't start" -yoongi

"Jin please" -tae

"Jin I think your jokes are funny" -Lana

"That's why you're my favorite" -Jin

So far I was having a good time until Jimin came downstairs.

Everything went silent again and jungkook whispered to me that everything was going to be fine.

Jimin sat down and told the boys to get ready cause their was a new drug coming in, I rolled my eyes and threw the fork at the plate loudly whispering "I'm not hungry anymore" in an angry tone and left the table.

I knew damn well I was going to be stopped but I didn't care I completely ignored his voice and kept walking

"Lana wait"

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