A Flashback And Her Fears

Lana's pov

"This news will make you furious" -Jackson

"Jackson speak up you're making me nervous"

"It's about........" -Jackson

"It's About What???"

"your sister" -Jackson

"My sister?"

"Yes Park Chae- Min rose" -Jackson

"what the hell are you saying dummy? I only have one sister"

"And shes exactly the one I'm talking about"-Jackson

For some reason I was getting really angry at him. I haven't spoke about Rose in years and I hated talking about her. A part of me loved her and other part of me hated her for leaving me here on my own and letting me struggle alone. I blame her for some of the things I went through. If she was around everything would've been different I would've been home with BOTH of my parents right now! BOTH OF THEM COULD'VE STILL BEEN TOGETHER! But then I'm glad I'm here with Jimin, I have 2 kids and a lot of amazing friends.

"Jackson cut the crap you almost said a whole different name"

"I meant Rose" -Jackson

"Well what do you need to say about her?" I asked pissed off

"If she was still around would you want to see her?" -Jackson

I furrowed my eyebrows and looked at him like if he was dumb

"Would you? Would you like to have her around? Do you miss her? What if she comes back?" -Jackson

I made a fake laugh and stared at everyone like if they were a bunch of idiots throwing random questions to make me angry. "What are you saying?"

"I'm saying.......I'm trying to say rose-" -Jackson

"He's trying to say Rose is alive" -Namjoon

My face dropped dead serious. I was feeling too many things at once, I was mainly feeling anger. I knew damn well I was about to flip out.

"No she's not"

"She's still around but she now goes by the name Park Chaeyoung" -Jackson

"Rose is dead Jackson let her go!" I yelled making everyone shut up

"I know it's hard to believe this Specially when all this years you were forced to believe her death" -Jackson

"What the hell do you mean? You, yourself made me believe she was dead the day you kidnapped me you wiped it in my face."

"I can explain" -Jackson

"Explain? This isn't sometimes to be joking around with Jackson!"

"Lana calm down" -Jin

I didn't notice how aggressive I was getting.
Their was shattered glass everywhere that I broke. I slammed a vase across the room that had black Dhalia's in it. Jimin found them in some mission and he picked them up because they somehow reminded him of me. He said their dark like my past but they bloomed beautifully just like me.

I felt nothing but pure anger at the moment. I kept slamming things across the wall yelling for them to leave. I felt a strong force grab onto both of my arms and yell in my face. "LANA STOP"

This is where everything was slowly hitting me at once. Jimin's yelling flushed my head with flashbacks. Flashbacks of Jiyong. Flashbacks of my 15th birthday.

*Flashback of Lana's 15th Birthday*

"Lana Get in the fucking car I'm not gonna hurt you" -Jiyong

"Leave me alone get away from me"

"GET. IN. THE. CAR" -Jiyong

"No you just want to hurt me"

"I won't I promise JUST GET INSIDE YOUR PISSING ME OFF" -Jiyong

"No I'm supposed to be at a friends house not with you"

"You have 5 seconds to get in, if your not in here by the time I'm done counting I'm gonna kill you" -Jiyong

"Pleaseee......pleaseee just leave me alone" I begged with tears building up in my eyes

I was yanked by my arm and pulled inside a car. I fought trying to get off but Jiyong was driving too fast making it impossible for me to get out.

"If you don't shut up I'm gonna crash this car and kill us both" -Jiyong

"Please dont" I cried

Soon after we arrived to his home he dragged me into his basement and threw me harshly on the cold floor. "You never want to fucking listen" he gritted through his teeth while slapping me

"We were supposed to have a good time Lana, it's your special day but you ruined it YOU ALWAYS RUIN EVERYTHING" he yelled again punching me in my face. I started bleeding badly from my nose and lips.

"I-I'm Sorry"

"Are you really?" He smirked evilly

"Jiyong please stop hurting me look at me I'm bleeding look at what your doing to me" 

He placed both of his hands on my arms and squished them hard yelling horrible things to my face. He would yell stop multiple times so I can stop fighting back. He would even tell me how useless I was and how I'll always be good for nothing.

My frail arms tried pushing him away but his grip on me got tighter and before I even knew it he threw me across the room towards a big, old, dusty mirror.

He violently started kicking all over my body. He kicked me so hard in my lady part I felt like I was about to pass out.

My body was trembling really bad, my legs wouldn't stop shaking as I struggled to stand up. I cried uncontrollably once I saw blood running down between them. Jiyong wasn't doing anything. He was just staring at me with fire in his eyes. He was so satisfied with the damage he was doing to me that honestly At this point I just wanted to die. I was sick of him hurting me and treating me like crap. What did I expect ? That's what I am, Crap. I'm just a sex toy or a punching bag to him. "you lost our baby" he muttered.

"W-what?"

"You're bleeding" he said pointing between my legs.

What a fucking psycho.

"J-Just k-kill me already" I whispered

He approached me and I gave small steps back and picked up a broken piece of the mirror he once threw me on.

"You're gonna try to kill me?" He laughed

"No I'm gonna try to kill my self" I said before cutting my wrist

He immediately grabbed the glass out of my hand and threw it far away for me not to reach. I felt dumb when I realized I wasn't cutting too deep. I screwed up the chance I had of killing myself. Now I'm going to die in the hands of this crazy jerk.

"What the fuck are you doing?" -Jiyong

"Killing myself . I DONT WANT TO DIE IN THE HANDS OF A DUDE WHO'S SICK FROM HIS HEAD"

My words triggered him so much this is when he blacked out and started beating me without stopping. He took advantage of my weakness and raped me. He didn't care about the blood dripping between my legs, he didn't care about my swollen face and legs. He was so into me. He was ripping me apart.

All I heard was his heavy breathing as he backed away and my whimpering. I was in a cold floor bleeding to death as I struggled to move a little. I felt like every single bone in my body was broken. I cried harder at the unbearable pain that came from my womanhood. I was afraid to look down at my legs. I was afraid of seeing blood. That was one of my phobias. I felt the red liquid sliding down my thighs. I slowly lowered my hand to touch it and as I lifted my hand back up to see it, I got so dizzy I felt like I was about to pass out any minute.

"J-Jiyong take me to a hospital"

"Thought you wanted to die" -Jiyong

"P-please i c-can't stop bleeding it hurts so much" I sobbed putting the hand I touched my lady part with in his sight. He looked at it and moved his gaze to my body

He grabbed me by my arm and pulled me into his car. I couldn't walk and it was pissing him off even more he carried me and put me over his shoulder. I kept wincing and crying in pain but he still didn't care he threw me inside the car and drove fast to a hospital

"Get off" he said looking at the steering wheel not making any eye contact with me

"I can't walk"

"Get the fuck off your walking in there yourself" -Jiyong

"Jiyong I can't move" I cried "Please help-" without letting me finish my sentence he pushed me off the car and drove away in high speed.

It was already dark as hell and I had already convinced myself that  nobody was gonna notice me. The hospital door was so far away from me I knew I was going to die out here In the cold. I limped my way to the door and I still wasn't close I was surprised I was still even moving.

I gave up and fell to the floor, my eyes were shutting but I saw a man gently shaking me begging me to stay awake. He picked me up and placed me on the bed he took out of the ambulance.

The last thing I remembered was him smiling down at me and whispering "You're safe now"

But was I really?

*End of flashback and back to reality*

Jimin was still holding on to my arms tightly.

I never felt so afraid of him in my life.

I'm scared he'll do the same things as Jiyong.

I don't want him to end up abusing me either. 

I don't want to feel this type of pain again. I need to get away.

Jimin's pov

"Hey.......I'm not gonna hurt you" I said losing my grip on her

I knew I scared her and that wasn't my intention. I never wanted her to fear me. i never want her to. I wont be able to live with myself knowing the woman I'm deeply in love with fears me.

She was just looking at me with tears falling from her eyes. Everything she was thinking I was reading. I took advantage of my ability and used it on her when I realized she had removed her mental shield along time ago.

"Lana please talk to me your scaring me baby"

I tried cupping her face but she pushed my hands away. "D-don't touch me"

Her beautiful eyes were swollen and I just wanted to comfort her and apologize over and over. "Please baby" I whispered trying to approach her but she kept moving away. "Go away"

Jungkook came from behind with electricity coming out of his fingers and shocked her making her wince loud in pain. I understood that he did it to drain her energy but I still got angry and zoomed my way to punch him in the face. I reached my arm out to get him but yoongi stopped me.

Lana grabbed him before I could and slammed him across the room. She flipped the table and slammed every single thing using strength, she was so out of control, it scared me. I don't know how to calm her.

"Get her" -Jin

"No don't touch her" -Namjoon

Me and yoongi zoomed our way to her and we both each grabbed her by an arm.

"I'm sorry Lana but this will calm you down" Jin said approaching her with a needle.

"No jin please" she begged fighting to get out of mine and yoongi's hold. "You said I'm safe."

"Hyung don't do that use tae Your scaring her more" -Namjoon

She was refusing to look at Tae in the eyes so Jin had no other choice but to use morphine to put her sleep.

"Fuck fuck fuck" Namjoon repeated over and over while Rubbing his face with both of his hands. We all knew he saw Lana's flashback.

"Jin Please......please don't do this I hate needles" -Lana

As soon as the needle was about to touch her skin lanie appeared out of no where and pushed Jin far making him land on the table Lana had flipped. She zoomed her way back to her mom and fought yoongi off so he can stop touching Lana and came to attack me.

I wasn't gonna make this any easy for her and she knew that right away that's why she stopped and looked at me after pulling Lana out of my hold.

"she said Don't touch her" -lanie

"Your mom isn't okay right now" yoongi said approaching my wife who was about to leave.

Lanie wasn't giving up she zoomed her way in front of yoongi and fought him again. Jungkook ran to her and started holding her back as tae looked deep into her eyes to calm her down.

I followed Lana and she started to fight me and yelling at me to let her go. She punched me but I quickly dodged and wrapped my arm around her stomach to slam her against the wall in the most Gentle way.

She had so much strength hobi came and started to hold her down too. we were both struggling and now jackson came along and helped us out.
"Jimin you know I hate needles please don't let him inject that in me please stop him" she cried.

"Jin I beg you don't-" I felt terrible when Jin stabbed the needle right in her arm. Her last tears rolled down smoothly when her eyes closed.

"I'm sorry my lana" I whispered and kissed her forehead. Jin slowly placed her in the couch and lanie sat beside her.

"I'm sorry" Lanie whispered looking at Lana

"lanie You made a bad decision attacking us"  -yoongi

"And you all made a bad decision inserting that in her. You have no idea why Lana reacted the way she did! If only you all seen what I did you wouldn't dare to lay a finger on her!" Namjoon argued. "If she leaves I would not blame her!"

"Calm down hyung" -tae

"Why the hell would you do that to mom?!" lanie yelled in my face

"Stop fucking talking to me like that" I hissed

"The news I gave your mom hit her hard that's why she went out of control" -Jackson

"You better all fucking pray before she gets up"
"Specially you" she said pointing directly at me

"And you better watch your fucking language cause I won't hesitate to slap you"

"Woah What's going on Dad why does the house look like a mess ?" Minji asked walking in after spending the whole day with a "friend"

"Nothing. go to your room." -yoongi

"I was asking my dad" -Minji

"And I responded" -yoongi

"Minji come here pack your things we're gonna visit grandpa once mom wakes up" -lanie

"You're not going anywhere"

"You don't tell me what to do anymore, I'm 18." -lanie

"As long as you live under this roof you'll do as I say."

"Woah what is going on did y'all wake up in the other side of the bed?" -Minji

"Lanie stop being like this we didn't have another choice" -jungkook

"You're so pathetic Jungkook Why do you always have to side with him" lanie said pointing at me

"What does he mean he didn't have another choice? What the hell is going on?" -Minji

She faced lana and her eyes widened. She ran to her and cupped her face. "W-what happened to mom?"

"She's sleeping" -hobi

"No she's not mom never sleeps out of no where specially at this time of the day" she says. "Unnie What happened?"

"Ask dad" lanie said not breaking the eye contact with me

Minji faced me waiting for an answer but I wasn't saying anything. I was still glaring at lanie with a serious face

(Pls he's so cute I just wanted to throw this in)

"You did this to mom?" -Minji

I now turned my gaze at Minji trying to figure out what made her ask that. She picked up the needle that Jin left on the table and stared at all of us

"What did you do to her?" She asked again but this time with glossy eyes

"We put her to sleep" -Jin

"Why would you do that? What even is this?" -Minji

"Morphine, Your mom got out of control" -Jin

"You know this has a really bad effect on mom, she hates it! She hates them so much I can't believe you allowed this dad"-Minji

"I know princess we didn't have another choice"

She threw the needle across the room and stomped her way upstairs

"Minji come here we need to talk"

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