The picture is of  Mika so you can see what she looks like. She is An OC.

Chapter 236 Looking back.

Yuki walks out of the room calmly. Not showing anyone her true feelings. She walks fast to the elevator and gets off on the ground floor. Heading outside. Sitting on a bench to catch her breath. Her heart heavy. She just starts to sob uncontrollably. She sits there for at least a half hour. Hurting. Emotions running through every fiber of her being. She walks to her car. And sits there. Still unable to control herself. Not able to drive. Not even able to breathe.

Yuki knows. She can't sit in the parking lot all day. She calls Zero. "Hey, babe. What's up?" Zero asks. Yuki doing her best to try to make words. "Zero. I need you." Yuki answers. "Ok babe. What's wrong?" Zero asks. Hearing her voice shaking and upset. "I am at the hospital. Kaname had his son." Yuki responds. "Oh. All well there?" Zero asks. "Yea he is fine. Actually, he is beautiful." Yuki says starting to sob again. "Ok. I will be right there." Zero comments. "I am in the parking lot Outside. I will be waiting." Yuki responds.

Zero's heart starts to beat fast. The day was finally here. The child was born and Yuki fell apart. Zero feels. She cared after all. No matter how she hid it. It was tearing her apart. It made him mad. That bastard can still control her. She still loves him. Zero growls. Getting his coat and heading to his car. He drives to the Hospital parking lot. Not knowing. What he is going to find. Feeling he is going to have to pick up Kaname's pieces again. Like so many years ago. Will he ever just go away. Zero says to himself annoyed.

Zero See's Yuki's car in the parking lot. Her waiting outside of it. Looking a site. Her eyes red and face swelled. Pacing back and forth. Zero parks the car as close to her as he can. Getting out and starting to walk over to her. When she spots him and starts running to him. Putting her arms around him. Kissing him. "Yuki what's going on? Are you ok?" Zero trying to say through the kisses. "I love you Zero." Yuki replies. "I love you too. You still didn't answer my question. What's wrong?" Zero responds to Yuki just holding him tighter. "Come, sit in my car. We can't stand here all day. "Zero remarks. They both walk to Zero's car. Taking their seats. Yuki still holding on to Zero's hand. Putting her head on his Chest. "Yuki you don't seem right. Tell me what the hell is going on?" Zero says with irritation in his voice.

"I just sat there. Watching everything today. How he was there for her. How he took care of her. How he left me. When I was in the same position. The one he was supposed to love so much. He just left. I felt hatred towards him. I felt resentment. What I felt all those years ago towards him was back. I did my best to hide it. To go in and be as nice as I could. Martha didn't deserve any less. She is innocent. It was him. Not her. I walked out and came out of the hospital. Just sitting on the bench. Thinking back. How you were there. You never left. If it wasn't for you. I would have had her all alone. She wouldn't have had a father. How good you are. How I wished things were so different. That Ai never happened. That the first child I had was with you. And only you. How I wished you stopped me that day. I was leaving cross to tell me how you felt. That I would have given my virginity to you." Yuki confesses starting to sob again. Zero just taking everything in. How this isn't what he expected at all. "I appreciate that you would want to give me all that. I wished some of that myself. It wasn't meant to happen that way Yuki. You were meant to have Ai with him. We made it through that. It might have taken us longer to get, where we are today. But it didn't stop us." Zero replies

. "I just wish I would have given you all my firsts. Just like you did me. Just to show you. How much I love you Zero. How much I appreciate you. Desire you." Yuki remarks. "I already know. I see it more and more each day. I see our bond growing. Our friendship growing. Today You called me. A friend you needed. You trusted me with all you said. That means everything to me." Zero responds. "You are my friend. MY lover. MY everything Zero." Yuki remarks. "I am glad. I am." Zero answers. "Holding that tiny baby in my arms. It hurt Zero."Yuki says with sadness. "Why?" Zero asks. Trying not to jump. Thinking just cause its stupid Kaname's. "Because. I wished it was ours." Yuki answers. "Me and you?" Zero asks dumbfounded. "Yes silly. " Yuki comments. "You want another child?" Zero asks. "In a way yes. In a way no. If that makes any sense. Seeing that small innocent baby. I just wanted to run to you. Make a child with you. Remembering how I loved to hold your baby. How it felt to have your child inside me. I wished Anna was born differently. Then reality hits. We have three children at home already. Not to mention it probably wouldn't happen anyway. It's just a hope. Just another thing to be crushed on. When it doesn't happen. " Yuki says sadly. "Babe. I feel we have enough children at the moment. I mean. I'm not saying we couldn't have another. If its what you really want. But ZJ is already 16. Anna nine and Ria is eight. We are here for a long time. So we have plenty of time for more. Let's just enjoy the ones we have now." Zero responds. "Ok. Your right. " Yuki says. A pain still inside her.