This is a One Shot for someone in Quizilla! This is for you YoudNeverUnderstand! I hope you like it! Oh, and again thank you for making me my one shot!

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"Oniisama." I call out to Kaname-oniisama. He looks away from his book giving me his usual sad smile. It seems that smile never changes unless he is with Yuki. A girl which holds no meaning to me, but I still respect her, and hold my tongue since Oniisama holds such a deep affection to her. A deep connection I don't seem to understand. I know many things, but Kaname-oniisama knows how to keep everything hidden from me. If only I could be that dear to him.

"What is it, Thorn? Is something troubling you?" Kaname-oniisama questions me as he sets his book down. I look to the full body mirror beside me, and contemplate my image. Typical beauty of a vampire, but I feel hideous on the inside. Especially since he doesn't like my kind even if he is like us, but not like us.

"It's that nightmare again." I tell him as I grab a strand of my jet black hair twirling it around my pale white finger. 

"I see. Don't worry. I think Headmaster Cross and I are getting closer to the answer of your nightmares, but that's not the reason you came here, correct?" Ah, looks like Oniisama figured me out after all. Yet I can't bring myself to just tell him right out. 

"What makes you think otherwise?" I question him. 

"Last I recall your eyes are a lovely deep green not crimson." I hold in my shock, and look back towards the full body mirror. I see that he is correct. My eyes are indeed crimson in the moment. This is truly frightening. My hunger for blood seems to increase as the years go by. I don't understand why, Oniisama is never as thirsty as I am.

"You ran out of tablets as well, correct?" I nod my head, and Kaname-oniisama reaches into his desk drawer. He pulls out a new case of blood tablets. Tossing it towards me, and I take as much as I need. 

"Do you know what is wrong with me?" Kaname-oniisama turns away from me, and looks out of the window. 

"Get to class. I'll be there shortly." He says in a dismissive tone. I don't like the sound of it. 

"You are avoiding my questions again! Why, Oniisama?! Tell me!" I insist with him. I'm not leaving his office without an answer. Not today.

"Thorn, I said go to class." He says looking at me, and a feeling surges through me that forces me to obey Kaname-oniisama. I really don't understand why that happens. I'm a pureblood, and as such I should not be intimidated or swayed by Oniisama's orders. Yet it happens. What could Headmaster and Kaname-oniisama know about my short past?

I stop near the Moon Dorm gates as I sense a familiar presence. A presence that makes me ache. I move my waist length, jet black hair over my left shoulder leaving my right side exposed. I slightly lower my black corset top, I adjust my black fingerless, lace gloves, and I find my black miniskirt perfectly perked to my figure. I take a graceful step forward, and walk purposely towards the direction of the only guardian that comes to my attention.

I'd decided to skip class tonight, and just walk around. Not really worrying about the guardians keeping watch. I am doing no wrong, so they cannot scold me for it.

 "What are you doing out here vampire?" I see his broad back turned to me. His silver hair gleaming in the moonlight above. His hair slightly swaying with the small breeze exposing his deliciously pale neck. I can see the blood running through it. It's so tantalizing. It makes my mouth water.

His lean frame tenses up as I wrap my arms around him. "What the hell are you-" I stop his words mid-sentence as I graze my talented tongue on his neck. I hope that shiver came from pleasure at the feeling of my breasts pressed against his back. I open my mouth to reveal my fangs, but I stop half way as I see Bloody Rose pointed at my head. I frown, and pull out my blade from the thigh strap under my skirt, and casting it aside.

"Do not oppose me, Zero Kiryu." I order him conjuring up as much of my pureblood prowess as I could. 

"Why are you acting all high and mighty, when you're falling even faster to a Level E?" My blade drops. 

"Did he say Level E?! That's impossible! I'm a Kuran pureblood!" I shake my head in disbelief at him. 

"What are you talking about?!" I demand of him. He observes me intently. 

"Don't tell me you didn't realize you were a former human?" I look towards the Moon Dorms, and I know Kaname-onii. . .I know he is there, and I will demand answers from him now! I am not a child that needs to be lied to keep her in ignorant bliss. Not any longer.

I stalk away from Zero. Returning to the Moon Dorms. Ready to demand answers.

"Kaname!" I barge into his office again to find him still in the same spot. He meets my eyes with a calm expression. "What secrets are you keeping from me?! Tell me it isn't true that I'm falling into a Level E!" I demand for him to lie to me again. If he can. Not when the truth has come to light from an unlikely source.

"Zero Kiryu doesn't know how to mind his own business when it really matters it seems." I charge up to Kaname's desk, and slam it as hard as I can. Breaking it in half. 

"Do not avoid this any longer! Tell me!" Kaname scrutinizes me before rising from his seat. He bites into his wrist, and shows me his bloody wrist. Arousing my blood lust. I eye it for only an instant before plunging my fangs into it.

"Please! We'll do anything, but don't kill us!" A woman that looks like an older version of me holds me tightly as a man speaks for us. A man that reminds me of Kaname, but with mismatching eyes simply smirks down at him. 

"Anything?" I see his eyes cast to a near babe form of me. "Give me that fresh meal you have there." The older version of me screams out, and hides me. 

"My daughter?! You can't!" He says, and the man smirks. 

"Then perish." The man I learned is my father stops him with a single word. 

"We'll do it." He says fearing more for his life than his daughter, me.

"What?! I refuse! You can't take my daughter!" The sorry excuse of a father walks up to who I now know is my mother, and pulls her up by her jet black hair, and leaves the trembling child on the floor. Trying to crawl towards her mother. The man that looks like Kaname grips my jet black hair, and plunges his fangs into my neck. My screams of horror going on deaf ears.

I see Kaname as I remember him when he was younger coming to my aid. I had passed out as they started fighting.

After that he raised me as his younger sister. I had blocked that severe memory from my mind that I actually came to believe he was my brother, and that I was a pureblood. Now I understand a lot of things. I am falling into a Level E. 

"You are safe for now." Kaname tells me. Disrupting my morbid thoughts of my imminent fall. "You drank pureblood blood. It helps retain the falling of an ex-human into a Level E." I look at him comprehending what he means, but I am too taken aback to really say something witty.

"You shall know more as soon as I find the man that turned you. He has gone missing, and until I find him you shall continue with your life. Being closely watched, and I recommend you stay away from Kiryu." I frown at him. 

"I have no interest in him." Ah, the ache returns at my harsh words. All the time. Always when I say it. I can not embrace this idea. Not when I live with the prowess of a pureblood. Yet my eyes travel in search of what is my forbidden fruit. I guess we are alike, but still different. I tasted pureblood blood. I don't think their bloods could compare to each other. Which shall quench the fall?