Chapter 53 part 2 Let it all out. Scream N Shout.

Kaname walks in, Seeing Zero just standing there a little unraveled. "I heard screaming. Is everything ok?" Kaname asks. "No, Your wife is really pissed. At both of us. I don't remember or have a clue about any of what she was yelling at me for. Some kind of pill?" Zero says. "Yea, I gave her a pill. So she couldn't have children with either of us. We both came to that agreement years ago. Not wanting another innocent in the mix of this. She just took it that neither of us wanted to have more children with her. I am not sure why? Or why this is hurting her so badly. I even said we could have another. If she wanted to." Kaname admits. "Oh, Shit. How long has she been on this pill?" Zero asks. "Since the day after Valentine's. We started making love again. I wanted to take precautions. I knew she was doing you as well. I didn't want confusion. Not to mention, you don't really want her." Kaname states. "Damn, no wonder she is hurt." Zero comments. "You know something I don't. What is it?" Kaname asks. "She already hates me. If I tell you, it might make it worse." Zero remarks. "And since when do you care?" Kaname barks. "I don't need to make it worse between us. What happened bothers me as well as her. I think about it all the time. Now I just know what happened. So does she for that matter." Zero comments.

"What the hell happened?" Kaname huffs. "Thanks to your pill. You made her lose our child."Zero answers. "What child? What are you talking about?" Kaname asks innocently. "After our first encounter here, it seems that she got pregnant. After Valentines, when she was falling apart again. She lost it. Losing a lot of blood and almost died. Its why she went the townhouse. To die. You almost killed her as well as my child. If I didn't go there and give her blood. She would be dead." Zero states. "Oh god. I had no idea. She never told me. Why?" Kaname asks. "Because she didn't want to hurt you. She figured you been through enough. Hearing she was having another child with me, would ruin things. Would hurt you. She didn't tell me off the bat because she felt I wouldn't really care. We don't have the best relationship. But I did care. I felt terrible that she went through that alone. She needed someone and she had no one." Zero responds. In a different manner than normal. Kaname just closes his eyes and takes a deep breath. Not sure what to say. "She did tell you in the end though." Kaname replies. "Yes, when she had enough of all my crap. The day she left the townhouse, she told me. She let everything go. I think she was just pissed and told me." Zero states. "She is really pissed. I am just not sure how she knew about the pill. Zima isn't dumb. She would never catch her. Someone had to tell her." Kaname says. "Who knew you gave it to her? I had no idea. I don't remember much at all. We seem to get so over taken in the moment. We don't think about what could happen. If I am honest I don't think she cares if that happens with me. She seemed to want my child. Even though I haven't been the best to her lately. " Zero responds. "Alex, He is the one who made them. But he gave them to me a very long time ago. It doesn't surprise me. She always wanted your children. It made her very happy when she was carrying Ren. I never really saw her that happy before. So I am sure this hurt her deeply." Kaname answers. "It always seems that he pops up. He is in this more then we think he is. I would watch him. If I were you. And yes. From what I saw. It did hurt her Deeply. There wasn't anything I could say to make it better. After she told me I didn't really know what to say." Zero replies. "Believe me I am paying attention to Alex. I am not letting her know, I know. She doesn't want me to. I will not overstep her wishes." Kaname remarks. "You do whatever you think is best. I am sure she will forgive you. Faster than she will me. It is best you don't tell her. I really don't want any more fighting. I want to continue to see my son." Zero admits.

After Zero leaves, Kaname goes looking for Yuki, Finding her in their room. Sitting on the bed. "I heard that Kiryu got it also. Are you feeling better now?" Kaname asks. Treading lightly. Sitting next to her on the bed." No, I am still very mad at both of you." Yuki answers. "I want to say. I am very sorry. I will never do that again. Here are the pills. You take them if you want to. If you don't that's fine. If we have a child, I would be very happy. Its only been me and you for a few months now. There would be no confusion." Kaname says. " Putting his arms around her. Holding her tight. She lays her head on his shoulder letting the tears roll down her face. He knows she is in pain. That losing Zero's child must have killed her inside. The thought of her carrying another child from Zero didn't make him feel good though. He hated that thought. Just didn't say a word. Not even letting her know, He knew she had the miscarriage. She didn't want him to know. So he kept quiet. Like he told Zero he would.

They both just lay in bed in each other arms. Yuki not saying anything about another child. Not saying anything, about anything that took place today. It was all her hurt and pain that just came out to both men tonight. Them always taking control away from her, in one way or another. Her feelings towards Zero now, even more, hate than before. She knew where Kaname was coming from. He knew it wasn't a good thing to bring another child from Zero into this world. She just was hurt by losing the one that they already created.