Chapter 46 Part 2 Part 2 Breaking point.

Another week goes by, Zero coming in late while Yuki was watching tv. Zero goes over to her, sitting next to her. Trying to get close. "Stop it. I'm tired of being used by you." Yuki spats. "Since when? You were always throwing yourself at me. You're here for this reason. Give me what I want." Zero spats. Pulling her close. "Get off." She says pushing him off with force. Zero taken by surprise. She never treated him this way. Never fought back. This was new. "So what do you want this time?" Zero asks. "Nothing. I know you have nothing to give me. I was just too dumb to open my eyes before. But I see now. I know you hate me. It hasn't changed. You don't see anything but me being a pureblood. You don't see me as a friend. As the mother of your child. Not even as a person. You just judge me because of that. I am more than that. When you told me you were a vampire. I never judged you. Never turned on you. I accepted you for what you were. No matter what that was. I even offered you my blood so you would live. You don't remember any of it. But the sad fact is. You don't care to remember. You have done nothing to even try to get back to where we were. To even be a friend. You have done everything you can to hurt me. To put me down. Belittle me. You think I don't hear what you say when you're having sex with me? The pureblood or queen comments? You don't care how that makes me feel? Do you?" Yuki spats.

"You knew what you were getting into when you came here. I didn't lie to you. I told you upfront what it was. You are the one that did this to me that day. What the hell was wrong with you then anyway. You never explained or said why you came here. Just came all crybabish like always. Taking my blood and turning into a sex fin." Zero barks.

"You bastard. You want to know why I came here? Why I was so upset? YOu cold empty prick!"Yuki shouts. "Ah, the pureblood has a temper. Yea tell me why? What's the big secret?" Zero chuckles. "I am glad you can laugh. I am glad you're having fun with all this. I hope its everything you want. I came here because I wanted to say goodbye. I knew it was over. I had lost everything I had of you. Except for Ren. The day before you came over...I had a miscarriage. I also lost a lot of blood. It just wouldn't stop. I felt alone, hurt, lost, empty. I lost everything I wanted. I didn't even know I could get pregnant again. Then it was gone in a flash." Yuki says with tears running down her face. "I am sorry. I didn't know. You could have just told Kaname. He is an ass but he would be there for you. I am sure he would have comforted would have given you blood to." Zero says.

"Why tell him? Why hurt him. He has been through enough. It's bad enough I went through it. You don't get it? Do you? You just don't freaking get any of this. It was your baby! Not Kaname's. I haven't taken blood from Kaname in years. He would have known something was up. I was dying. So I came here to let go. To be free. To die where I felt safe. The last place I was happy. Your blood is what brought me back." Yuki shouts. "Why didn't you tell me?" Zero asks. Taken by surprise. "WHy? Why bother telling you? You don't care. You don't want me. You look at me with disgust. I knew you wouldn't want it. It was half mine. Half pureblood. In a way, it was a good thing. It would have been another innocent in this mess. It just didn't stop it from hurting so badly." Yuki spats. Zero trying to touch her hand. "Don't. I understand now. I set you free. I can't do this anymore. I can't be your whore. I thought it would have brought you closer to me. It just did the opposite. I am going home. Where I belong. Yes, I am a pureblood Queen. I am proud of it. I am going home to my King. The man who loves me. The man I should have been with the whole while. Instead of chasing you. You don't have to worry about that anymore. I won't be chasing you. To be honest, at this moment, I hate you. I hate what you become. I see now that, the Zero I once loved more than anything is dead. He is gone. So I have to move on." Yuki says. 

"What about our so-called bond? He isn't going to be able to satisfy you as I do." Zero hisses. "Satisfy me? You're not satisfying me. You're not giving me what I want. When I am with Kaname, its making love. He is gentle and tender. I can feel his love with every touch. He makes me feel like I am the only woman in the world. Not his Whore. Not just someone to pound into to make themselves feel better. Your touch use to set me on fire. Now it makes me sick."Yuki spats.

Zero just standing there listening to it all. Not sure what to answer her. Seeing a different side to her. Things she said hurt him. Knowing she lost there child didn't make him feel good at all. Knowing she did it all alone. It wasn't something he took joy in. He now sees even more clearly all the destruction he caused her. In the end, it wasn't much fun to watch.

"I will be out of here tonight. You have your house back. The house I gave you." Yuki says starting to laugh. "To protect you from Kaname. Who the hell would have ever thought? I would be the one who would need the protection against you. Always saying that Kaname was an evil prick. He turned out to be my Knight, And you're the Evil Prick." She spats walking up the stairs.

Yuki gathers up her things and Rens. Calling the Car to come to get her. Shaking as she packs. Knowing this is the true end. She takes one last look around. Saying her goodbyes. Remembering the first time she walked inside this house. When it was still a dump. How happy they were. If only they could go back to that. She would even live in that dump if it meant being happy with him. She shakes her head, getting the image out of it. Knowing that all in the past. There was no sense in thinking about it. Nothing was changing this.

She walks down the stairs, holding Ren in her arms. Zero just standing there. "Can I say goodbye to him." Zero asks. "Of course. You can still see him. Just not me. You will not have to worry. I will give you all the space you need. Even a divorce. You're a free man." Yuki answers. He just stands there in shock. He always took advantage of her loving him so much. She was so cold now. The hurt shining through. "Here is your ring back. I won't be needing it. I will only be married to one man from now on." Yuki says. Handing him her wedding band. "I see you took yours off long ago. I guess I was just slow." She adds. Taking Ren gently from him. Walking out the door.

Zero just sits down on the sofa, still not sure of what just took place. He never thought she would talk to him like that. Be so cold and distance. In a way, he was proud of her. She wasn't the crybaby for once. He just didn't understand why he actually cared. For the first time, he felt something for her and it wasn't hate. It wasn't sexual. It was the sense of loss. The thought of her losing there child stayed in his mind. That she almost died from the blood loss. Keeping it all to herself. Not to hurt Kaname any further than she already had. Not telling him because she knew he didn't care. It hurt him. The fact that one night even caused a child, how blind he was. Thinking his actions weren't causing any side effects. He saw it clearly now.