Chapter 42 Part 2 Rethinking choice.

"Hey." Yuki says on the phone. "Yes? Have you come to a decision?" Zero asks. "Yes. I will come to live with you. Do I take care of the house? Cook? What exactly do you want?" Yuki says. "The house is up to you. You have full rains of it. Like you use to. I really don't care. If you want to cook that's fine with me. You have your regular life with Kaname. Just when I need you. Your there. I get what I want. No questions. I will come and go freely. Spend time with Ren, when I want. When you need blood I will give it. Its an even exchange of things the other needs. No questions when I go out or with who. Your husband is Kaname. Worry and take care of him."Zero says bluntly. "You don't care if I have sex with Kaname?" Yuki asks. "No. It means nothing to me. As long as I get what I want. When I want. I don't care who you sleep with. It's your body." Zero replies. A deep hurt in Yuki heart starts. "Ok. Do you think this will work?" Yuki asks. "It should be fine. Just don't go put your feelings in the middle of it. You have to remember this has nothing to do with a relationship. If you can't keep them separate then no it won't work. It's just sex. You are the one that did this shit to me. The least you can do is help fix it. I didn't ask for this. You just couldn't keep your hands to yourself." Zero spats. Then remembering he needed her for it."Sorry." He adds. "I will try. I am doing it for our son. So he has both of us. So we can be with him. Giving him both parents. It's not for the sex as you. I can handle myself. It's not even for your blood. I have more control then you do." Yuki answers.

"Good for you. I am hoping I get some. So I don't need you anymore. For now, we will just do it this way." Zero replies. "Why are you like this?" Yuki asks. "Like what? Myself? I am not sure what I was like before. I ask myself that many times. Wondering why in the world I would get involved with you? What made me want or even love you? I just can't seem to answer my own questions." Zero responds. "I was always there for you. I helped you any way I could. Then when I needed you. You did the same. Our feelings grew stronger. We just didn't tell the other. Till it was too late. I was already married to Kaname." Yuki answers. "Then I was a dumb ass and married him too? I will never get over that. It does make me laugh to know he married me as well. The King Married to a Hunter. A level D. That must kill him daily." Zero smirks. "You hate us don't you?" Yuki asks. "Very much." Zero replies. "I will see you when you get here. Put your things in Kaname's quarters." Zero says. hanging up.

Yuki not really sure this is going to work. The hope she had, shut down with his words today. He was always so hateful. Yet she was going there to offer herself to him. Just to try to get him close to her again. To see why he loved her once. To give there son both of them. He could be so cruel. His words cut like a knife. He seemed to like to treat her badly. It just hurt her more. Wondering if what Kaname said was true. He wouldn't change. Has she lost him forever?

Yuki goes upstairs packing her things. Thinking all kinds of things while doing it. Her mind going everywhere. "I see you called him?" Kaname asks. Yuki not hearing him so lost in her thoughts. "Yuki are you ok?" Kaname asks. "Yes, Sorry. I did call him and tell him. I am to have a regular life with you. I can do whatever I want with the house. He doesn't care about that. He is hoping to get me out of his system and be free of us." Yuki admits. "Heh, Like I thought you would of him? Instead, you got pregnant and married him. Yea that was out of your system alright." Kaname mumbles. "It's not the same. I will give it one last shot. Just to show myself I tried. If this doesn't work I am coming home." Yuki states. "I see you're not as excited as before about this. What did he say?" Kaname asks. "He can be so cruel. Hurtful. Not sure if this is going to work or not. I guess we shall see." Yuki says in low spirits. "You don't have to go and put yourself through this. You know that right? I hate seeing him hurt you like this. Yuki you need to let go." Kaname says. "I need to give it one more try. Please. I promise after this I will let go. Either way." Yuki comments. "Ok, I am going to hold you to that promise." Kaname remarks. "I know you will." Yuki replies.