Chapter 21 Part 2 Kaname's Thoughts about this.
Chapter 21 Part 2 Kaname's thoughts about this.
Kaname knows he has to tell Yuki. Was this good or bad? Zero being in the same house as she was once again. Would his feelings towards her grow? If so Kaname would have to deal with that all over again. Scared to be pushed to the side once again. Just hoping things would be different this time. He did see a difference in Zero. He knew he didn't love her at the moment. He just wondered if she could make him fall in love with her again? He knew Yuki wouldn't leave him alone once he was here. He had to get himself ready for being the second fiddle again. Also knowing how Zero felt about Purebloods and vampires in general. Without Yuki and memories of her years ago. How would this go? Would they be able to co-exist? Would Zero hold it against her as he did before?
"My lord. I came to see how you are doing?" Takuma says. "I am doing pretty good. Yourself?" Kaname answers. "Good. Have you heard from Kiryu?" Takuma asks. "As a matter of fact, I just got off the phone with him alittle while ago. It seems he made the choice to come here. He wants to see his son." Kaname remarks. "Oh. Do you think this is a good thing?" Takuma replies. "I was just thinking about that also. I am not sure. At the moment, he has no feelings for her. It seems his son is what is keeping this going. He wants him. He wants him to know him. I think that's the only chance Yuki has at the moment." Kaname admits. "You know once he is here. She isn't going to leave him alone. She never could. She will be all over him." Takuma replies. "She will have to watch herself. He isn't the same. He doesn't feel that way towards her at the moment. She will have to curb herself. Start out as friends If he could even let that happen. You know how he was about Vampires." Kaname responds. "He will take out the beast in her. She still has bonds to him. He may not be safe in this house with her. He may really not like her if she shows her dark side now." Takuma comments.
"She will never hurt him. We learned that from the last time. I know better now. I just see if he rejects her, she will be the one hurting. She hasn't taken this well at all."Kaname states. "What are you planning on getting out of this my lord?" Takuma asks bluntly. "My wish you mean? That would be that he stays as he is. Not wanting her. So she can move on. Grow free of him. Of course, he can see his son but that would be all. Now, what really takes place. I have no idea. She can make him fall in love with her again. His memories could come back. I am really not sure how this will go. Last time things I believed would happen didn't. She was a step ahead of me all the way. Playing me better at my game. This time I will just wait and see what happens." Kaname responds. "If he falls for her again you know she will leave you again." Takuma remarks. "I fear that yes. Then in another way, we are not what we once were. We have grown. She is close to me. I know she doesn't love me as she does him. But there are feelings. They were growing more and more before this. I feel if i keep my cool about this. They can still grow. I just have to play it right." Kaname says. " I don't know how you always kept your cool about this. You had her, now your giving her away again. Its all so crazy to me." Takuma replies. "It is to me to. I just feel if i lied it would be worse. This way i have no part in it. I can't be blamed. I rather have it that way at least once in my life." Kaname remarks. "If that is what you want my lord." Takuma answers.
When Takuma leaves Kaname goes back to thinking. Feeling we are back to this. For those months he was free of him, it was wonderful. He did feel bad that he was dead at the start. Knowing that he trusted him. They had a plan that didn't go as they thought. Which always did confuse Kaname. He wasn't one to make plans that failed. Now he knows in a way it didn't. Zero wasn't killed. Sara had other plans. Knowing this would take them all down even better. Even in death, she was a bitch. A true pureblood. He just hoped things would go in a halfway decent manner.
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