Chapter 143 part 2 What to do?

The next day, Zero heads to the main house, not waiting for Kaname to go to him. Not able to imagine what the hell took place the night before.

When Zero walks in, Kaname is in the dining room, eating his breakfast. Berta the one serving it. Yuki nowhere around.

"Well, what brings you here?" Kaname asks. "I saw the car leave last night. What the hell is going on?" Zero asks. "She wanted to go to that hideous bar. She wanted to see what you did there." Kaname admits. "WHy? Why would she want to go there? What good would that do?" Zero asks. "I don't know. It was something she had to do. I went with, to make sure she didn't do anything stupid. We drank a few beers and came home. Where she fell apart, all the day before was an act, to show she could control her feelings. Last night after being there, she couldn't any longer. All she did last night was lay there and cry. When we pasted the guesthouse, I saw the hurt in her face. I told her to go to you. She isn't ready." Kaname admits. "Where is she now?" Zero asks.

"In her own room, she said she wanted time alone. She has been going there since you left. She doesn't spend the night with me. She almost roughed me up last night. I have to admit it was fun. Just when I said could she handle what it would bring. She stopped. So you're still on her mind like I figured you were. And you still control her dark half." Kaname confesses. "I feel so lost without her. I want her to come to me. That way she is ready to talk to me. I don't know what to do Kaname. What about what we talked about? The others?" Zero says. "She hasn't don't anything. I think she would of last night if I didn't go with her to the bar. She feels that you still hate her for being a pureblood. The many women you had is eating away at her. I think out of everything that is what is killing her the most. There are so many things going through her mind, they seem to take over." Kaname replies. "How is she with you?" Zero responds.

"A little snippy at times. The dark half was being a bitch. Then she seemed to calm down. Its nothing I haven't dealt with before. She was like that a lot with me before you got here. It would just lead to hot sex at the start. She changed a bit last night when we came home though. She is just sad now. Which in a way I think I rather have. The dark side I am never sure what she will do. I see why you wanted to tame it. It does seem like you did tame the sexual side of it. You just never gave yourself enough credit." Kaname replies. "Let her get some time alone. Let's see what happens after a few more days."Kaname adds. "Ok. I guess I will head back. I may go to the stables. I need time away to. I have been going crazy in that house. All I see if her. All I smell is her. Maybe I should leave go to the townhouse for the weekend. Or somewhere she isn't This is killing me."Zero states.

"You can do that, for now, she knows your on the property. That may make her see what it would be like if you're gone. It may work for both of you. A real distance between you. I don't think you should go to the townhouse. It's just another place you both been. And please whatever you do. Not the bar. You never know when she would show up and seeing you there would be the final straw."Kaname admits. "I think I am going to go to Cross. I haven't been there in a long while. I will stay with Kaien. If you need me you know where I am. I am going to pack and be off. Should I leave her a note, Since she doesn't want to see me." Zero replies. "No, she may think you made your choice and left her for good. If you have intentions of returning, I think you should let her know. Even if you have to deal with the bitch." Kaname responds. "Ok, I will let her know. You're taking all this so well, not even trying to get rid of me. Are you ok?" Zero asks.

"You might not have come to terms with all this but I have. Without you, she is nothing, as you are without her. I am putting up with a lot at the moment. While she is pissed at you, I am getting the same treatment. If you're gone, what makes you think our marriage won't go back to what it was before?"Kaname reveals. "When I was so called dead you got closer, that could happen now. " Zero states. "When you were dead it was different there was no way of you coming back. She had to be happy with what was here. Now she knows your alive, she will never stop thinking about you. No matter what act she puts on in front of you." Kaname Admits.