Chapter 93

Kaname goes into Ai's bedroom, later that night wanting to talk to her. Seeing how she treated Ichiru and was being semi-nice to Ren. He knew something was up and wanted to get to the bottom of it.

"Ai my love. What was today all about?" Kaname asks.

"What do you mean father?" Ai replies.

"With Ichiru? I saw a different side to you today. Is there something, I should know about?" Kaname asks.

"I don't know what it is father, I never felt this way before. Is this how you felt about her? My heart beats fast and my hands get calmy. I want to listen to everything he says. His scent makes me crazy. To be honest, I hate it. I hate that. I want something that bitch created." Ai states.

"Yes, that is how I feel about your mother. I always loved being around her. Her smile would make me the happiest. I don't mind you feeling like this, I do wish it wasn't with him. He is a hunter Ai. He is only half pureblood which wouldn't even be a problem if it wasn't for him being a part hunter and Zero's to boot. You know this don't you?" Kaname says.

"Yes, I can't help it. There was something towards Zero when I met him, but when I saw Ichiru it was so different. A pull I never had before. Is this what she feels for him?" Ai asks.

"Unfortunately yes. They have a blood bond. They were always close though even before the bond. She always wanted to take care of him. Its how your mother is. She is a very caring person." Kaname admits.

"Caring for everyone but me? Ai spats.

"Thats not true. You saw the videos, cards, and notes she left you telling you how much she loved you. I know you still keep them under your bed." Kaname replies.

"What good are they? She left us for him. He meant more to her then we did. That bastard child she carried he meant more to save then for her to stay here. And here one was even yours. They don't belong here, father. Even though I am taken in with ichiru, he doesn't belong here. They are only going to bring us bad things. I know your holding on to the thought that she will take you back. I highly doubt it, if she feels as I do towards Ichiru. It's a losing battle. Give her what she wants and set her free." Ai responds.

"I can't do that for many reasons. It's not that easy. I still love your mother very much. I am happy that Ren is mine, that we have another child together. I just wish it was created differently. I hurt her Ai. I did something I should have never done. I regret it whole heartily." Kaname reveals.

"Yes, you made a mess, you let your jealousy take over. That was wrong on many levels. We are purebloods we don't show how we feel. You should have just went after him and killed him. There wouldnt be any of this mess now. She would have stayed your wife, had your child. The other you could have sent off to an orphanage, but no. You let your feelings for her rule you. Then she did the unthinkable and left you. In a way, no one would even imagine. " Ai remarks.

"I think you will make a wonderful Queen. One, your mother would never be able to be. Just sometimes you need to let your real emotions shine in your regular life or you will lose everything you really want. I learned that the hard way. I also see that you with Ichiru isn't a good idea at all. I just don't want to lose you like I lost your mother. So I would like you to keep me informed of what you're doing with him. At the moment, you are both children. I think there needs to be some separation. If you feel like this after seeing him when your older, we can take it from there." Kaname states.

"You will separate us but not Her from him? Father really?" Ai replies.

"I have learned from my past mistakes. We don't need anything happening from now. Your fourteen and his is ten. He hasn't even gone into becoming a true vampire yet. He doesn't have his fangs where you do. At least let him get them to see if he feels the same." Kaname remarks.

"Fine. When he hits thirteen he will know for sure once his fangs set in. He will know who he craves. I want to be the first he drinks from. Do you hear me, father? ME, if there are no feelings I will leave him be." Ai answers.

"Thats fine. I can handle that." Kaname replies.

"What about her? The council is going to want to through you a party, saying you got your queen back. Thinking we are a happy family. How are you going to past there tests? When all she wants is Zero? Don't you think they will think its a bit odd that he came back here same time she did and even brought a son? People will ask who his mother is." Ai says.

"I know, We will see what I can do. I told them they had to stay hidden. The boy will have to say his mother died or something. Zero will have to stay away from her in public. It is best if she stays here for watchful eyes. I just don't see her do that." Kaname responds.

"Of course not, she wants no part of us. She says she wants to get to know me but she wants to bust out of here as fast as she can. She only came here thinking they would be set free. Where you just cornered her more. Making her have to be your wife if she wants to or not." Ai smirks.

"It's only in name. Then I guess its better than nothing."Kaname remarks.