I am having fun with the part of Kaito. Being able to just say it like it is, even better than Zero. LOL What do you guys think of it all? Who's baby do you think its going to be?

Chapter 40 Dread

Two more months go by, and Yuki is now seven months pregnant. Six of those months, they have been together and very happy. Zero sees the growing belly, that happens every month. His nerves grow with each passing month. Getting the better of him.

As the months have been going by, they have been buying things for the babies room. Gathering things here and there, getting ready for the birth. Today Kaito was coming over to help put the crib together and the other items. So the room could finally be complete. Zero was nervous and excited at the same time. The thought in the back of his mind was always there if the child was his. Not being able to tell till it was born, was another thing just looming over him. Making this the hardest thing he ever went through. Even worse than when he wasn't with her. He tries his best to keep that from Yuki. Not wanting to ruin or hurt their relationship, and all that has grown between them.

"Hey dude, I'm here to put up the crib," Kaito says. "Follow me. This will be the babies room." Zero says. Yuki sitting on the floor. " How are you feeling missy?" Kaito asks. "Very tired. All I want to do is sleep." Yuki answers. "Well, thats normal, you're carrying another person inside of you." Kaito answers. "Babe, why don't you go get some rest. Kaito and I will put the stuff together and come get you when we are done." Zero says. "Are you sure?" Yuki replies. "Yes. I know, how tired you have been." Zero answers.

Yuki gets up with the help of Zero, kissing him and heading to their bedroom to lay down.

"Is everything ok Zero?" Kaito asks. "I'm not sure. We can't go to a regular doc or a vampire doctor here. We are doing it ourselves. No one can know. She started to get big slowly, now she is huge, and always tired. I know you're supposed to grow but...did you see her?" Zero asks. "Yes, its quite large, but maybe that is just the way she gets? Tired is natural too." Kaito answers. "I just wish. I knew everything was really ok. I just worry." Zero comments. "Do you think it's yours?" Kaito asks. "No, I am sure Kaname probably beat me to the punch again. After what he did to her, how could our child survive that? It had to have happened when he raped her." Zero answers.

"Damn. What the fuck? He raped her? Shit, I knew he was a dickhead but really?" Kaito shouts. "Yea, when he found out about us, he really hurt her," Zero says. "Well, you did her before right? Did you use anything?" Kaito asks. "Yes, the night and day before she went home, we had a lot of sex. We couldn't stop, I didn't use anything. I didn't care. I wanted her in every way. I didn't think about how it could hurt her. I was just thinking we would be a family. She would stay with me. I wasn't sure it would happen or if she was using anything either. I never asked. I was still in shock that she even slept with me. Also, everything just happened so fast." Zero admits.

"Then there is a good chance it is yours. Don't go saying because it survived. You're a fighter, so I am sure your child would be too. You need to think positive." Kaito states. "I can't be. I just feel it's his. I know I said I could handle it, but I'm not so sure now. The thought of raising his child. Kills me. Having part of him in my home, Looming over our relationship. Even knowing it was conceived in pain. I don't think, I can do it." Zero remarks. "Shit, its way to late to say that now. She will be giving birth in a few months. You took her here and married her. You're going to have to pull up your big boy pants and move on." Kaito comments. "I want to have a child with her. Just me and her. Together, without anything from him. I want him to go rot somewhere in hell." Zero confides. "We all want that but it's not happening, so you have to think positive and be with the woman you love. Everything else is good right?" Kaito asks.

"Yes, its been the greatest time of my life. We get along, we are happy. It's just every time, I see her belly, I feel so low. Like once the child is born everything will change. It will be his and she might regret leaving him. Wanting to return. Sometimes I feel its all a dream and she just is doing this for the child. She left her other child for this. IF it's his, she can return without him wanting to hurt her." Zero states. "Are you crazy? Hello Kaname. I'm not dead and here is your child?" WTF?" Kaito remarks. "He would take her back in a heartbeat. Sure he would ask questions but he would take her and the child. I know he loves her. I feel it when I drink from her." Zero answers. 

"That may be so, but I see how she loves you. She isn't faking that. You need to let Kaname go. If she can, you need to also. For this to work, you can't think the way you are. You did all this, to let your self doubt shine through? Don't you see how she loves you? How she looks at you? She is very happy here with you, I don't see her leaving you no matter who's child it is. That is unless you push her away?" Kaito replies. "I don't want to push her away. She is everything. I ever wanted. I just feel so low sometimes." Zero answers.

They continue to talk and put the furniture together. Making the room whole. Zero just looks around the room and dread fills his heart. Something he would normally love and want so much he nows wished never happened. Feeling strongly still that its Kaname. No matter what Kaito told him. The thoughts just take over his mind.