What do you think she is up to?

Chapter 17 resent.

Its been about two months, Yuki trying to move pass everything that has taken place. Trying to give her child a normal life. Even though she hates it here. Her relationship with Kaname hasn't improved. When she looks at him, all she sees is that night. Which makes her fear him. He knows that night has taken her away from him. Even more than the night, she shared with Zero.

One night, they all sit down for dinner. Kaname coming home a bit earlier so he could try to have dinner with them. He sees Yuki is out of her room. Making an attempt to eat dinner. Which she hasn't in a while. He is happy to see her, hoping they can move forward.

"It's nice to see you," Kaname says. "Ai wanted me to come to dinner. So I am here." Yuki answers. "That's good. I have the day off tomorrow. Would you like to do something?" Kaname asks. "No, I'm fine," Yuki answers taking a bit of her food. "We can go anywhere you would like."Kaname comments. "There isn't anywhere I would like to go," Yuki replies. "I am sure there is somewhere. You always want out of this place." Kaname responds. "Heh, I know this is my hell. I have made peace with it."Yuki responds pushing her plate to the side. "I know you're mad at me. I want to make it up to you. I want to make this right. I am sorry for the way I acted. You do know how much I love you?" Kaname says. "You can't. It's not only that night, but I also don't want to be here. You won't let me go. I know that clearly now, I know my place. Your love is suffocating me."Yuki barks. "Am I so bad to be with? You use to look at me so adoringly. I want that back. I am sure we can fix this. I am sorry you feel that way. I don't mean to suffocate you, I want to protect you." Kaname says. "When I wanted you around, you never where. You would make love to me to shut me up. Then be off on your trips again. Leaving me here all alone. I wanted so bad to have more with you." Yuki spats. "I think what you have done is worse. If I can get over that. I am sure you can. I can be around more now If that is what you still want?" Kaname says. Yuki giving him a glare. "Really? I don't think I do want that anymore. After that night, when I look at you.. You make me sick. I'm going to bed." Yuki says getting up from her seat.

For the first time, Yuki stood up to Kaname. He just sat there knowing how deeply he hurt her. Knowing she never talked to him like that before. The adoring, pet she use to be, was no longer. He saw it didn't have to do with Kiryu. It had to do with him. What she said to him, hurt him. Knowing the sight of him, made her sick. This marriage was falling into an obsess. He wasn't sure there was any coming back for it.

As she is going upstairs, a strong urge to throw up comes over her. She runs to the bathroom. Heaving over the toilet. Yuki feeling sick. She just crawls into bed. Crying harder into her pillow.

The next few days she doesn't feel any better. Just worse. Yet all she can think about is Zero. Just not able to say that to Kaname. Not wanting him to go after him and hurt him. She kept that to herself. Hoping that he is ok.

She thinks what she needs to do. Just will she be able to? Will she get away with it? She wasn't sure but she had to try. The news she had discovered, Kaname would destroy. She had to make sure everyone would be safe.

She waits for Kaname to go away on his business trip. Knowing he will be staying away for a few days. That will give her time to call Zero. She still had his phone that he gave her. She hid it, in the back of her closet. She needed to talk to him. Needed to hear his voice. Without him, she wouldn't be able to go on.

Once Kaname is gone, she goes in the back of her closet getting the phone, hitting redial. Hoping he will pick up. Like he promised.

"Hello?" Zero says. "Zero, I miss you," Yuki says. "I miss you too. I didn't think. I was going to hear from you again. Is everything ok?" Zero asks. "No. I can't stay here any longer." Yuki admits. "You're more than welcome to come live with me," Zero says. "I can't. He will come after me. He will never let me go. He will kill me first." Yuki says. "I know he is an ass, but kill you?" Zero responds. "Yes. It wouldn't surprise me. His rage would take over." Yuki comments. "What did he do to you? Tell me!" Zero shouts. "It doesn't matter. I just need to get away but I will need your help. What I am going to tell you, You need to make sure your willing. If not I want you to say no." Yuki replies. "Whatever you need. You know I am here for you." Zero answers. " You may not be after this." Yuki states.