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Chapter 16  Pulling away.

Yuki spends the day in bed doing her best to heal herself. Not able to do much of anything. Her body low on blood, so it's taking her slower to heal. Hanabusa offered her tablets and even himself. Yuki took the tablets but that was all. Not wanting to get Hanabusa into any more trouble than she already has. Knowing that Kaname would be furious if she took from someone other then him. She didn't need to start him up all over again. It wasn't worth it.

Kaname didn't go near Hanabusa in the morning. His rage was still very much there. He wanted to keep his word that he wouldn't hurt him. He waited to mid-afternoon to talk to him.

"Hanabusa I would like to talk to you," Kaname says.

 Hanabusa is very scared of what may happen. He knew he was supposed to not make this happen.

 "Yes, My Lord?" Hanabusa asks.

 Kaname giving him a big slap across his face.

 "You were supposed to watch over her. Not leave her alone with him. You failed at your job, you failed me. I should behead you for this." Kaname states. "I am sorry My lord. She ran away so fast. I couldn't find her." Hanabusa answers. Getting on his knees. " If it wasn't for Yuki, I would. She did tell me it wasn't all your fault. Its the only reason you get to live today. You just make sure from now on. She is nowhere near Kiryu. She will not be leaving this house either. Its full lockdown." Kaname states. "Yes My lord. Thank you." Hanabusa replies. Knowing he dodged a bullet.

 That night Kaname goes upstairs to their room. Seeing her still laying in bed. It pains him greatly. This wasn't what he wanted at all.

"I know you need blood. Take mine. It will let you heal a lot faster. I think you suffered enough." Kaname says. "I'm fine." She says. "I know you're mad at me. I don't blame you. I had to prove a point. You don't do that to me, with him or anyone. "Kaname snaps. "I got the point. Loud and clear." Yuki answers. Kaname goes to touch her. She jolts. 

Looking straight into his eyes. Like a wounded dog.

 "I will not hurt you, "Kaname says.

 Never wanting to see her that scared of him. He always wanted to be her protector. Not the one she needed to be protected from. He lifts her up slowly. Placing her head on his shoulder. Offering his neck.

 "Please drink," Kaname says.

 Yuki's tears hitting his shoulder. She doesn't even prepare him for the bite. She just sinks her teeth into his skin. Taking all she needs. Feeling his pain, his sorrow. It only makes her feel worse.

When she is done, she lays back in bed. Covering herself. Kaname doesn't know what else to say. He just gets ready for bed. Hoping they can move past this. Just not sure if they will.

As the days go by, Yuki stays in her room. Away from everything. She is feeling better from Kaname's blood. But her mind is still rattled from it all. She wants out of this house. Away from him. Now she just feels more stuck than ever. Her feelings for him now mixed and confused. It just became a bigger mess. She wasn't sure about anything anymore. Her heart hurt knowing she couldn't see Zero. Even after what Kaname did to her. She still missed and loved Zero. It just hurt her heart even more. Knowing that if she left, he would probably kill him. Just to prove a point.

Kaname sees she stays away from him. Not even paying much attention to Ai. She stays in their bedroom. Not interested in anything, not even asking to leave the Manor. He feels now that maybe he should have acted like the affair never happened. Just his rage took over him to the point of no return. Which now lead to her hiding herself away. Before she wanted to be with him. Asking him to do things. Take her places. Now she hides away from him not even wanting to be in the same room as him. It was getting worse and worse. He didn't know what to do.

He would go on his work trips. Feeling if he wasn't around maybe that would get her out of the bedroom. To at least have the house to roam in like she use to. Which when she saw he was gone she felt better and would be a little free. Still hurt, still not herself. That night he took pieces of her. Mind and body. She didn't think she would ever really be the same.

After a month, she would spend more time with Ai trying to bring herself back to life. Thinking about Zero and how much she loved him. It was something Kaname couldn't take away no matter how much he beat her. It wouldn't change. He was still in her heart and mind. She just knew she couldn't leave the manor. He would never let her. If he would go with her, it would defeat the purpose. So she stayed quiet.