Hey guys! How are all of you? I hope your all okay. So I just wanted to let you know that I will be updating at some point within the next 3 weeks. Life has just been absolutely hell recently. It's been real hard to not just give in to my under lying thoughts and hurt myself. Though I guess it doesn't much matter. Instead I always wind up turning in on my self and ripping myself apart on the inside. I wrote a poem awhile ago called 'Painted Smile' and it's basically all about how I feel everyday. So anyway besides that it's just been a lack of ideas keeping me from writing anything. I'll try to update more often but I can't promise anything. Also let me know if you want me to upload my poem for you guys. 

But yeah so that's what's been going on. I'll see you guys as soon as possible. Love all of you readers!! Here also have a song that describes exactly how I'm feeling right now.

https://youtu.be/kgS1zjvCPF4